I Love You || Grayson Dolan Fanfic

Chapter 15

I knock on the door and wait for someone to answer. I hear footsteps and a couple seconds later, the door swings open.

"Hey Ethan, so what do you need?" I ask, he sighs and looks into my eyes.

"You..." I furrow my eyebrows in confusion as to what he means. He grabs my hand and pulls me inside before I could ask anything else. He closes the door behind him and just studys my face.

I'm so confused. What's going on?

I decide to break the silence.

"Um, so have you talked to Gray?"

"Yeah, he said that Meredith forced him to drink or else she would break up with me" he says, and I could hear a bit of sadness in his voice.

"Yeah, he told me that too" I say playing with my fingers. He just nods his head.

"I broke up with her" I look up at him.

"Good. She doesn't deserve to be with someone as great as you" he looks away, but I can still see the tears building up in his eyes. I wrap my arms around his waist and put my head against his chest. He hesitates, but hugs me back. He rests his cheek on my head, and I can hear him sniffle slightly.

"You're going to find someone so much better than her" I say trying to make him feel better.

"I already did, but she doesn't love me back..." I look up at him.

"Eth-" he interrupts me.

"You've never given me a chance" I think of something to say, but my mind is empty.

What about Gray? Do I still have feelings for him? Have I fully forgiven him?

He starts to lean in, and I don't step back.

What should I do?

He's only a couple of inches of my lips, but I still don't step back. He finally closes the space that was left between us and kisses me. I hesitate as I still haven't made up my mind, but end up giving in and kiss him back. Our lips moving in a sync, in a soft but passionate kiss. His hands move down from my hair, which I hadn't even noticed he had placed them there, and trail down my back to rest just above my ass.

Damn, guess he has a thing for my ass

I giggle into the kiss causing Ethan to smile and pull back.

"What?" He asks with his brows furrowed, but still with his cute smile.

"You have a thing for my ass, don't you" I say and giggle again. He smirks and grabs my ass with both hands, a bit harshly, making me gasp, then squeezes it a bit.

"Well, it's not my fault that your thick" He says, and because we're so close, I can feel him get a little hard. I slap his ass.

"You're not too bad yourself" I smirk and I walk over to my room and grab my laptop to watch some Netflix.

*2 hours later*

After a couple episodes of Riverdale, I remember that I told Grace that I would go back to her house. I immediately get my phone and call her. After a couple of rings, she answers in a groggy voice.

"Hello?"

"Hey, Grace. Um, sorry that I didn't go back. I was at the Dolan's house and I forgot to tell you"

"Wait, what time is it?"She asks. I look at my phone, then put it back on my ear.

"Right now it's 7:36, why?" I say.

"I didn't even notice you were gone" she laughs. "As soon as you left, I fell asleep doing my homework"

"Wow, you really need me" We both laugh.

"Well anyways, I'll stay the night. Just letting you know"

"Ok, that's fine. See you tomorrow, bye" She says

"Bye" I hang up and put my phone on my nightstand. I lay back in bed and think about everything that's going on in my life.

Grayson did cheat on me, but he was forced to. And he was drunk. He was just being a good brother. But do I have feelings for Ethan? I don't know. Ethans kisses just makes me want to kiss Gray. But I've never given Ethan a chance. UGGGHH! WHY IS MY LIFE SO FUCKING CONFUSING!!!!!

I stand up in frustration and decide to take a shower to try and sort my thoughts out. I go to the bathroom and close the door, making sure it's locked. I turn on the shower making sure that it's hot. I remove my clothes and step under the water. I run my fingers through my hair as the water hits my face, my muscles relaxing as the hot water runs down my body.

I need more time to decide who I love.

I wash my hair and my body then hop out of the shower wrapping a towel around me. I walk out of the bathroom and head for my room and change into some comfy clothes. I change into a Calvin Klein sports bra and underwear and some sweatpants.

I walk over to my desk and brush my hair, watching it fall down to my waist in layers. I decide to let it air dry , mostly because I'm a lazy bitch. I walk to the kitchen to get a glass of water and see that Gray is here and he's sitting on the couch with his phone. He looks a little bit sad, which makes me feel bad. He looks up from his phone and stares at me for a couple of seconds with his mouth open a bit. His eyes light up with joy, and a smile spreads on his lips.

"What?" I ask with a smile on my face. He jumps over the couch and runs up to me and tackles me in a hug.

"Ow, my boobs!" He laughs and hugs me tighter.

"What was that for anyways?" I ask hugging him back.

"First of all, I thought you weren't coming back because you were mad at me and you didn't love me anymore. Second of all, you look so hot, I might have a boner. And third of all, I missed you" I start laughing like crazy. He takes a step back with a puzzled face.

"I-I'm going to give y-you a boner?" I say between laughs. He chuckles and scratches his neck.

It feels like nothing's changed, and I hope it stays that way.