Mark
Ethan has been asleep for 10 days. He was supposed to wake up 3 days ago but he's been asleep for 3 extra days. Yesterday the heart rate (I think) was speeding up. Dan said it was something that normally happens when patients who were in comas and they can suddenly feel pain from their bodies. Or something like that. I could hear something happening from next to me. I look at Ethan and grab his hand.
"What's happening?" I ask myself. Ethan's body moves slightly. Is he waking up?
Then I feel my hand being held. I look back at Ethan.
He's awake!
"Ethan!" I yell hugging him. He flinches probably not expecting a hug the second he woke up.
"Umm... Mark..." Ethan says.
"Sorry." I say and let him go.
"Its ok." He says. He sighs and looks down at his wrists.
"I'm happy to see you, I missed you." I say. He mutters something and tears up.
"I should've died..." He says and starts to cry. I get on the hospital bed with him.
"Ethan, I saved you because I care about you." I say. Ethan shakes his head a little.
"W-why? Why should y-you care? I was a f-fuck u-up from the start. I never d-deserved to be friends with y-you, Amy, Kathryn, T-Tyler, Bob, Wade, or a-anyone." He says crying harder. I hug him slightly tighter.
"Your not a fuck up Ethan, your human, people make mistakes, they feel sad, they aren't perfect, they can struggle, they break sometimes, but their strong, they keep going. And I wanted to keep you going, I don't know what I'd do without you, your my best friend." I say.
"Why didn't you just let me die..." He asked.
"Because I wanted to prove to you that the world isn't as bad as it seems." I say.
"I hate you..." He says.
"I saved you, I know you didn't want to be saved-" I was cut off.
"Yeah, your only trying to help, I'm sick of this bullshit I don't need help, I'm to broken to be repaired." He says. (Just like my flute, ok sorry, I'm done)
"I'll find a way, I don't care how long it'll take to prove it to you, but I will eventually." I say.
"You can't prove anything. This world wasn't meant for me."
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Crazy (Crankiplier)
Fanfiction"Its crazy how one day your best friend be happy, cheerful, and then the next their on the bathroom floor with cuts on their wrists..." Yet the act was fake and everyone believed it...
