Skam

chapter 16

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"eva?" i heard chris' voice and i blinked twice before stepping back and everything seemed more clear.

"get out!" i yelled feeling some tears starting to form but i didn't let any come down my face.

"eva please le-"

"what's going on?" the girl at the door said and i swear i wanted to attack her but i kept my cool.

"get out! now! both of you!" i yelled again and then after a few seconds they left and i closed my door.

i ran over to my bed and covered my face with the pillow crying softly in it. couldn't believe it. while i was away he was off with some girl?

what is wrong with him.

i hated him.

screw him.

i was done.

after a few minutes i heard a few knocks and heard my moms voice so i sat up wiping my eyes.

"come in"

"hey sweetie i brought your clo- what's wrong?" she said quickly noticing my eyes and i shake my head.

"i'm still shook up from the car accident. i'm fine, thank you"

"are you s–"

"mom i'm fine!" i snap.

"okay okay i'm sorry dear.." she goes quiet for a bit after that.

"no mom i'm sorry, i shouldn't have snapped at you like that"

she shakes her head and walks over, rubbing her hands on my shoulder.

"no you've been through a lot...but the doctor says you can leave tonight if you feel like it?"

i nod at her words wanting to be done with this place. "yeah please. i just want to go home and rest"

she nods with a small smile. "great. i'm going to go to the doctor and talk to him, you stay here and rest okay?"

i nod once again and kissed her cheek as she did mine with a small smile. after she left i got comfortable in the bed and closed my eyes..

stop stop stop!

no stop! please!

leave me alone!

help me! someone!

i gasped waking up and looking around, a hand on my heart as i tried controlling my breaths. i looked around seeing the room empty but my eye gets caught to the basket of flowers.

i wiped my forehead feeling myself be sweating and immediately yawn. i get up slowly aching but then walk over to the flower.

my love.
soon we will be together.

i get confuse throwing the card away, shaking my head at the thought of chris. i will never talk to him again.

i walked over to the bathroom and washed my face before looking into the mirror. my breaths were heavy and i closed my eyes sighing softly.

"honey?" i hear my mom.

i turned around with a small smile. "ye- what is he doing here?! i want him out!" i say looking away from her, standing next to chris.

"eva please! talk to me!"

"go away! i don't want to talk to you!" i said softly in a yell before he sighs and my mom asking him to leave.

she walked up to me and rubs my face. "baby what's going on? with chris? did he have something to do with your accident?"

"no mom... he uh...he's just in the past and it's just something i don't want to talk anymore..." i sigh and she nods.  

a few hours later i was discharged. i got a huge headache when walking out to the car and held my head softly getting inside the car.

my mom went on and on, on how she would be home more and more motherly. i sighed thinking of jonas and if he would come again.

i tried not to cry, not in front of my mother at least. i wiped my tears in the car facing out but right when i got into my room and locked the door i cried for a while.

a few days passed and i was just in bed the whole time. school was out so i didn't have much to do. my mother would worry about me not going out but i ensures her i was just tired.

which i was. i couldn't sleep, maybe because the thought of me falling asleep and dreaming of the horrible days.

chris had been blowing my phone too, saying how sorry he was and how he wanted to meet me to tell me in person the truth.

i ended up blocking his number. but the worse part about it, is that all my mind was on jonas.

what could he possibly be doing. if he was watching me. anything. i sighed and closed my eyes wanting to sleep peacefully since it was almost three am.

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