Skam

Chapter 12

dedicated to @mohnstanforever

now it was silent.

i blinked a few times before opening my mouth once again. "j-j-"

"why aren't you eating" he said and walked to the chair and sat down.

i was so confuse as to why he was here. why he was doing this to me and chris, especially what happened that night. that horrific night i don't ever want to get reminded of.

"jonas what are you doing here" i said with a straight face but he didn't answer me, instead pick up the tray and handed it back to me.

"i'm not going to eat until you tell me what's going on!" i snapped.

"look eva, as soon as chris gives us the money you'll be set free and if he doesn't by the end of this week then... let's just say we are going to have fun" he smirked.

"w-what do you mean by that?" i gulped softly.

he got up from the chair and knelt down next to me, stroking my cheek once before i moved his hand away.

he got closer and whispered into my ear, "you know what i mean eva..."

i moved away and looked into his eyes. those cold hearted eyes that looked like there was no soul inside him.

he looked at me for a few seconds, "eat now" and then left.

i was yet again left alone with the tray of food on the chair. i gulped softly as i heard my stomach growl. i grabbed the tray and bit my lip, everything looked good but i was afraid they had put something inside of it.

i shook my head and began eating, i ate pretty quickly because i hadn't in almost two full days.  after eating i laid back on the couch and closed my eyes.

flashback

(this was during that two months that was skipped)

i start dancing around with a few guys at the party. i honestly could care less that some of them are touching me. i'm too drunk to care.

you're probably wondering 'what happened to chris' we'll see we broke up. i heard a rumor that he had hooked up with two girls during school hours. so here i am enjoying myself and not caring.

i see jonas behind me and smile at him, now only starting to dance with him. he holds me by the waist and keeps me close.

i laugh a few times and then all of a sudden i feel his lips pressed onto mine. mmm he taste like alcohol. i kiss back with one giggle and pull away to start dancing again.

after i whisper into his ear 'i'm going to get another drink' i walk back to the kitchen and look for a beer.

i sigh not finding a beer and turn around to head back i bumped into a chest. i look up and see jonas and his big smirk.

"oh hey" i slurred my words.

"wanna go upstairs?"

"umm sure" i laugh and he pulls me upstairs.

my vision becomes blurry and next thing i know is that we're in a room and he's locking the door. i smile at him and lay back on the bed.

he gets on top of me and starts kissing my neck. i close my eyes and lean my head back, trying to push him off since i wasn't in the move.

"not now" i mumble but he puts his hand up my dress as he kisses me more roughly.

"s-s-stop" i try yelling but of course he didn't listen. i kicked him right in the crotch and his reaction was to slap me.

i gasps softly and hold my red cheek as tears start rolling down my cheek.

"jonas stop" i say almost in a whisper but he takes off his shirt and-

i gasps as i wake up. i look around and look up at the small window seeing it was dark. i wipe my eyes and sit up.

i think of all the things that have happened to me recently and i start to cry. i didn't deserve any of this. i'm only sixteen years old. i should be living my life not being held hostage for the second time.

all i want right now is chris. chris holding me in my arms and telling me it's going to be okay. yes this may have been his fault or not. i don't know the whole story but i need him.

he's the only one in my life that's with me. i don't have any friends now, my mom is across the country and chris, chris is there for me through it all.

sigh.

i wipe my tears and hug my knees. "i love you..." i whisper and closed my eyes. i should have told him that when i had the chance. now it may be too late. god i fûcking love him. he's all i have.

i hear the door open and i look up to see jacob. the guy that had to be watching me but wasn't. i see his face and softly gasps.

it was beat up. he didn't deserve this. he looked like he was my age and i knew he wasn't here voluntary but forced to be here.

he walked in and closed the door from behind and then walked to the chair handing me a muffin.

"how you holding up?" his soft voice said. 

"i-i" i grabbed the muffin. "thank you"

he nodded once. "i'm sorry they have you here. i-i didn't know they kidnapped people. m-my brother jonas-"

"wait your brothers jonas?" i asked and he nodded.

"yes."

"i-is he in charge of all this?"

"i can't tell you anything. i'm not even suppose to be here but i just wanted to make sure you were okay"

"wait how old are you?"

"fifteen"

"why are you here?"

"after my parents died, jonas became my guardian and he told me if i didn't help him he would throw me back to foster care and i can't ever go back there"

i nodded and looked all over his face. "i'm sorry they did that to you..."

"l-look i should get going. but i'm glad you're okay" he got up and just when i was about to say something he was gone.

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just to clarify, the flashback isn't done yet so you'll see the whole story behind that another chapter.

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