Omg. Today we had Sound Explosion last comp. I cried. I cried and I'm not denying my tears. Gosh I love everybody in the showchoir and I'll probably cry again when the kids that are going into high school leave me. Ughhhhh. This year was so much fun. Every moment with everybody made me feel a little happier then depression. We had a lot of falls but we still did it together. Showchoir has honestly brought me out of my shell so much it's crazy. Before showchoir I was scared to go on stage in front of a whole crowd and stuff. First competition. 2017. Pizza and pop thingy bobber. I was up there giving my all. I had a solo and I was ready. My nerves were going crazy but I was okay. Now today. At our last competition I cried because next year some of my best friends will be going on to something much bigger then middle school show choir. I'm proud of them but I'll miss them a lot. I could honestly say the people in my showchoir are more like family then friends. I can't wait to see where life takes everybody. I can't wait to see where life takes me. Ahh. Life's crazy sometimes but you gotta live with it. Anyways I just needed to do that. Deuces❤️🤟
