I M B A C K!!!
And not pregnant at all. I saw my doctor the other day and I'm perfectly not pregnant. I had to get birth control though. The weird thing is I got it in my butt. A needle. In. My. Buttcheek.
But at least now I don't have to fear getting pregnant. Me and the guy haven't talked in awhile. We're still friends though we made that clear. I'm at a content place in my life. There's this guy I really like. He's sweet and freakishly weird. But the girl I've liked since 6th grade came back into my life. She's not at a good point right now. She's hurting. I hope she feels better though. I'm also talking to one of my ex bestfriends again. I don't think things are ever gonna be the same with her but I wanted to drop the beef. I'm a softball beast. I'm great at it. And it makes me happy. That sad thing is that my coach is like one of my bestfriends. He's really sweet and shit. I love Lucas tbh. (Not like that) I've made lots of new friends. I can't wait to cut half the people I hangout with at school out of my life. I don't want anything toxic. But yeah. I think I'm doing okay right now. So. I'm bAcK and ready to get in and write again.
Softball 2018 - I've gotten a lot of people out. I pitch. I scored a home run the other day. It's great.
Me: summer 2k18 - I'm great. I'm happy for once. I hope it lasts for awhile. I've been wanting the happiness I have for along time. And I'm glad I found my place.
Tip: never let a guy/girl take anything away from you. Not your freedom or shit. Fuck them. Unless they're actually good people and wanna make your life better.
Tip #2: don't let somebody that's only like a year or 2 older than you treat you like a little bitch. I'm done listening to older kids. Honestly. I'm smart. And I don't need people underestimating me any more.
But yeah. Goodbye for now guys. I'll see ya soon.
