Crazy Art by Me-Artbook #1-2018!

Ten Parts In!

Thank You!
(even though its like 11 or 12 at this point)

Anyway, 11 followers, 134 views, 19 votes, and half a year later, here we are.

I originally started this just to read and favorite stuff, then to save paper as I 'wrote' my stories, then found the picture feature and put art in.
The worst that could happen, I told myself, is I delete myself from here.
And that probably wouldn't damage anything.

This has kept me from thinking, and by that I mean by reviewing conversations I have, actions I've done.

Every mistake I cannot correct. Every action I do or don't.
Every single thing I say.
I get stuck in my own mind, I tear it in two. I wanna crush it, wipe it from existence, but then I give in, I see its truth.

At the beginning of this year-2018,
I excepted this, I excepted I'd never be anything, I couldn't make people smile, I wasn't talented, I had nothing to offer, that I shouldn't even try.

But I did, I do, because I don't want to be someone who gave up early.
If I doubt I can be anybody, I have to prove it first.
What I'm trying and royally failing to say, is exactly what the first two words at the beginning of this part read.

Thank You

Even if your just passing by, thank you for glancing.
If you leave me forever after this, I don't blame you. I really don't. I just hope it wasn't boredom and annoyance all around. I hope I brought even the most microscopic smile to your mind once.
To everyone who stays, I don't know what to say.
You are all amazing.
Your truly astonishing.
You definitely surprise me.

I know I'm rambling(or burning my keyboard with all this typing) but I can't just say thank you.
Those two tiny words mean so much in my heart, you have no idea.
I didn't believe I'd amount to anything-and haven't got the chance to prove myself wrong outside of this-but I vowed to never take any kindness for granted.

Even if it was a careless remark you threw,
a classic reassuremeant,
a faint whisper.
Thank You

Weather you read or just glanced.
Thank You eternally for spending a few breaths with what I did.
I'm not good with words, and I go overboard, but I'll just thank you one last time, at least in this part.
[Ha-^got two more in here ;)^]

Thank You.