The mistake that followed

prologue

 Prologue

John

The screams and  the gun shots were the last thing on my mind . Things weren't suppose to happen this way I had every thing planed out so well in my head . I was happy to have my right hand with me but I thought wrong .

     My surroundings were a blur as my right hand holds a gun to my head telling me to empty my pockets .  He set me up and I don't even know where to begin how can he do this to me i trusted him  . Arielle was the last thing I saw before... BLAM

Months later    Arielle

  "This girl has no common sense only a fool would act in such a manner " said Mrs. Garcia  .

Mrs. Roberts sighed "why pay attention to such a devil she doesn't have any home training . The waste this generation is to this  society".

" the pain she causes her mother is outrageous " .

" poor woman doesn't know how to handle a disturbed child " .

"at one point she was a good child what had happened to her "

''she made a wrong turn in life maybe one day she will realize where she went wrong in life "

" maybe she will ; We will just wait and see what happens " 

As  I  listened at the door as Mrs. Roberts and Mrs. Garcia talked . I think  to myself where in my little world did every thing go so wrong . I wondered how i could fix it all only if my  mother would just talk to me and my father was still alive today .

I  dread the day my mother told me the news. I wished I  could switch places Or even change my reaction. I  should have thought before I acted because that day was the start of my down fall.  

I was mad mad for so long I didn't even get the chance to even say good bye . The thing that ran through my mind as i thought of every thing that i did wrong and how I could change it , but then I realized I would not change anything . My past is my past and it helped me mold who i am today so I just will have to hold my head high and dust my self off every time I fall . I got in to some thing I was not ready for and I got burned and my heart was broken.

I was falling and when i fell i fell hard and he was not even there to catch me.Next time I stand next to the fire i am going to prepare  to get burned .