we decided to end the night with having a pool party. mike ended up going home though to go check up on grams.
after playing in the pool until 3am, we all went back to bed and i was the last to walk inside and i changed out of my swimsuit and went to lips room to see him standing in his room with his phone in his hands.
i smiled and walked over to him, wrapping my arms around his torso from behind and i kissed his shoulder before rested my head against his back.
he turned around in my hold and cupped my face in his hands before bringing me in for a kiss. i felt so blissful while his soft lips moved with mine in perfect rhythm.
we both pulled away and i looked up into his blue eyes while he looked down into my green ones. i really did love him more than i could describe.
"are you ready for bed?" lip asked me.
"i thought you'd never ask." i said letting out a laugh as we pulled away from each other.
we both got in bed and lip pulled me closer to him and we were spooning, i was the little spoon since i was smaller than lip. i felt him place a kiss on my cheek and i smiled a little.
"i love you, mel. goodnight." lip said in my ear in a tired voice.
"i love you, lip. goodnight." i replied as my eyes closed and i felt sleep take over my body.
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today i was spending the day with my grandmother, you know, just taking care of her and making sure that she's okay.
i made her some breakfast which was oatmeal with some toast that had strawberries jam on it. she thanked me before she started eating it and i put on the radio to her favorite station, which was the country station.
i personally wasn't a fan of country but if that's what my grandmother wanted than that was what i was gonna put on for her.
after she was done with breakfast i gave her a bath and made sure to give her some pain killers. i could tell she hated all of this. she hated that she was gonna leave us alone in this world.
honestly, i knew that she was better off dying so she wouldn't be in pain anymore but it didn't mean it hurt any less to see her go. and it's not like we were little kids either.
mike is 22, taylor is 21, i'm 19 and emma is 14. we were gonna be just fine on our own now. she needed to know that it was okay if she goes.
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5 | CHAOS - LIP GALLAGHER
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