Dear diary
These past few days have gotten better I am very grateful about that. I just don't think people have changed very much. I have no idea what they truly think about me. All I can say is that what I have experienced with them has led to my depression. I never thought about depression before after a few days ago . I stared to hate myself like that everyone else was in this large circle and I was on the outside and they would never let me in . When people tell me that people I thought were my friends talked behind my back. To find that out broke me even more then I was before when I heard that I felt like I was going to cry my face off again. Then every day when I look in the mirror I see a girl who will probably not be expected by society. I'm not going to let my depression bring me down from achieving my hopes and dreams. Yes I will always have it with me but depression is a part of who I am . It makes me me and I do want my depression gone. But for now I have to keep on climbing the mountain and some day I will reach the top and achieve my goals. So I am now definitely switching schools because then maybe I will find other people outside the circle like me. It's march break and I am glad I don't have to go to school. I am going to learn more about my self . I have to say thank you to a few pro though for giving me my hope they are. Jessie page, Aphmau, Cinder,My mom,my best friends Sabrina and Alice, My dad and all the people I have met down my road of life.
-Astra
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RandomAstra is 11 almost 12 year old girl at moon fall academy grade six. Most of her life she was told to never be herself and, to be what people want her to be. She has never experienced love in her whole life her mom is always away at work and her dad...
