Dear diary
Ugh these past few weeks have been terrible I think I hate going to school more now. Emmalyn and me just started a fight over text and I have to sit with her which sucks. My friends also have been drifting away from me more lately. It makes me feel sad and more depressed. It's like for three years now all I have really felt is pain and more pain and I hate it I just want the pain to go away and experience love again like when I was a kid and i had to many friends to count and I loved them all and they loved me till fourth grade. I'm sick of just getting pain even after I try so hard to perfect at everything like school work,sports,beauty,friendship, and much more. I just wish my life would get better but my fights not over yet and I'm the only one who can defeat my monsters and break my true self out from its cage. Maybe that will happen I hope it does even though I am leaving that school. Oryn has been nicer to me which keeps me smiling when I am feeling more pain ever day. Oryn I guess helps me get through my fight and is like telling me not to give up. Even though I have so many battle scars I know I can win my fight. I miss my old self and I'm going to get her back. I know I got this I know I can find friends because "life is not a one player game." Life is meant for more then two players to play the game. Wish me luck
-Astra
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Tough love
RandomAstra is 11 almost 12 year old girl at moon fall academy grade six. Most of her life she was told to never be herself and, to be what people want her to be. She has never experienced love in her whole life her mom is always away at work and her dad...
