I haven't been active for a long time, and I don't think I will be for a long time. There's a lot happening in my life rn that I'm going to explain.
1. I have my GCSEs coming up. If you don't know what they are, they're final exams in the UK. I'm under a lot of pressure to revise and get things done in preparation for it, so I don't have a lot of time to finish chapters, let alone finish them.
2. I have extreme writers block for this story. I cannot find any words to write. Nothing. So I don't know if I will continue this story.
3. You may have noticed that my smut account got taken down. I have a new smut account, but unfortunately instagram has blocked itself from my phone. I did get admins, but I don't think they have posted anything, which I am extremely disappointed about. But what can you do.
4. Two people have died this year that I know. The first was my Grandad. He died on the 21st of February 2018 and I can't seem to get over it. I'm overwhelmed with depression and I'm really struggling. I miss him so much. The second person was my friend's brother. His name was Elliot Peters and he died Friday (the 9th of March 2018) from Reye's disease. He was 14. It was so sudden and it's such a shit thing, so that's another set back.
5. My mental health is declining and I have no oomph to write anything that I can publish. I'm stressed as all hell, my depression and anxiety have peaked and I have hit rock bottom.
6. I'm not a fan of Dan and Phil anymore. I have grown out of them completely, which some of you will be angry about, but I couldn't give two shits. I liked them for 6 years, and now that I'm almost 16, they don't suit me anymore. I don't watch a lot of YouTube anymore anyway. So that's that I guess.
7. I came out as Transgender a couple months ago, and I've been struggling a lot with the transition. I'm not happy with the way my life is at the moment, so I just can't focus on writing.
I don't know if I'll be coming back to wattpad at all to be honest. But I hope you can forgive me for that.
Luke.
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Fuck Boy
Fanfiction"She won't ever know." Phil's sister Amy has a new boyfriend, Dan. There's just one problem... Dan's a fuck boy. Phil knows about Amy's boyfriend, mostly because she won't shut up about him. Phil broke up with his boyfriend a month ago due to abuse...
