Two updates in a week what's happening
Elliot's refusing to see me now. He's angry because of the other day. After I got home he asked me why I said I loved Dan, and was obviously getting jealous. So now I'm back to square one. Alone, sad and honestly wanting to be piss drunk. I manage to get out of bed and lug myself to the bathroom. I manage a shower and a shave before finding appropriate clothes to go to a bar in; black jeans and a top, obviously.
After countless drinks, consisting mostly of beer, vodka and some other concoction that I drunkenly made up, I'm drunk enough that the whole room is spinning. But I'm happy.
"Phil?" A familiar voice asks. I turn around. It's Dan. If I was sober, I would get away as fast as I could and cry. But lucky me! I'm drunk as fuck and I've ran into the cheating scum that I love.
"Wha- what are you doing here?" I manage to pronounce, despite the obvious slurs.
"I'm 18 now, so I'm probably here for the same reason as you." He shrugs, downing his drink. He's a lightweight, isn't he? I don't care.
"To forget all the shit you and Michael have put me through?" I roll my eyes. Dan stops me from having another drink and shakes his head at the bartender.
"Well, to forgot how shitty I am." Dan shrugs. I scoff and look down. "Phil I'm sorry." Dan sighs.
"I know." I say.
"I love you." He holds my hand. I let him. Sober me would be crying. Drunk me just wants to kiss him.
"I love you too." I mutter, looking at him. He's definitely as drunk as me, but he can definitely handle it better. I reach up and grab his collar, bringing him down to me and kissing his lips. Dan kisses back, hooking his hand around the back of my neck.I'm pretty sure I blacked out on the way home. I come back around to me fumbling drunkenly with my keys, trying to get in. Finally I manage to open the door and go in. Dan follows me and shuts the door before him. I push him against the door and kiss him passionately. Dan wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me closer.
"Are we doing this?" I ask, pulling away slightly. Dan nods before kissing me again. I take his hand and lead him to my bedroom. I push him on to my bed and get on top of him, pulling off his top. I kiss his neck, everything spinning as I shut my eyes. Dan runs his hand through my hair and moans. It's at this moment I become aware of how tight my jeans have gotten, my hard on wanting to be free. Dan's hands find my waistband and unbuttons my jeans, pulling them down. I work on getting Dan's belt off with my hands shaking and my vision kinda blurry. Finally I'm able to get it off, along with Dan's jeans. He manages to get my boxers to my knees, and I'm to focused on getting his own boxers off to care.
"Fuck me Phil, please." Dan begs, pulling me closer. I nod and reach over to my bedside table and get my lube. I clumsily spread it over my length before going on all fours over Dan and pressing my tip against his entrance. Without warning I push in, moaning softly. Dan moans and arches his back a little. I smirk and start thrusting, leaning down and sucking hickeys into his neck. Dan's hands clutch my hips, obviously willing me to go faster. I oblige, moaning as I pick up speed. "Mmph- Phil..." Dan moans, moving his hands to my back. I'm slowly building up speed, knowing that neither of us will last long in this drunken state. I kiss Dan's lips, moaning against them. Dan rakes his nails down my back as he moans loudly, arching his back. "F-fuck Phil! 'M gonna cum." Dan gasps.
"Mhmm." I nod, getting close. Dan digs his nails into my back as he cums over his chest. After a couple more thrusts I orgasm, groaning softly and shutting my eye. After a couple of seconds I pull out of him and catch my breath. Dan lies next to me and rests his head on my chest. I've sobered up a little bit, but I'm too tired to care now. I wrap my arm around Dan and sigh.
"Tomorrow is going to suck." I mutter. Dan nods and looks at me. "I'm gonna have a killer hangover, most likely be angry at myself for going back to you, probably cry again, but that's normal."
"I'm sorry." Dan whispers. "I wish I could take it all back and save you this pain."
"I wish you could too." I mutter, shutting my eyes. Dan cuddles up to me and sighs.
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Fuck Boy
Fanfiction"She won't ever know." Phil's sister Amy has a new boyfriend, Dan. There's just one problem... Dan's a fuck boy. Phil knows about Amy's boyfriend, mostly because she won't shut up about him. Phil broke up with his boyfriend a month ago due to abuse...