H E R

the end, goodbye

I don't want to be the one bitter person pissed at the world because of what happened with us. i don't want to hate you because of what happened with us. But now every time I hear my favorite song I cry, why? Because it was our song. Everytime I see something cute my head goes to you. Every God damned time I look in the mirror I can't help but imagine you and the cute ass mirror selfies you sent, I still have those I don't have the courage to delete them because I don't ever want to forget your face that beautiful face of yours that beautiful everything you were a star inside and out and I stand by that I said it before I'll say it now....but I do hate you....for letting me love you for loving me back for every single beautiful moment of it...even the end... It's only been a few hours but I know I won't get over this not anytime soon anyways...maybe not ever because that's just me stupid ass self the one you happened to fall for the one you happened to stand back up from..but people fall out of love all the time, it's nothing new...I just never thought it'd be me and you..and so soon oh so soon one year three months and one day exactly....