Her and I

We are ok...

Newt and I stole glances and short embraces. Neither he nor I wanted the attention of 'being together' it's nearly been a month since I came up in the box, I'd been out running with Minho again, avoiding worried looks from Newt. Alby told me the box would arrive again soon. In all truth I was excited not to be the Greenie. Now, I was siting at a bench eating dinner. I'd nearly finished and Newt walked in collecting his food from fry. I rested my chin on my palm and smiled at him, he saw me and smirked down at the ground. One of the boys, Alec was sitting across from me
"Do ya 'ave a crush on Newt?" He asked lightly kicking my shin. I frowned at him
"What? No, no no.. why would you think that"
He raised his upper lip, almost sneering, but not.
He was about to reply but newt came over to sit next to me.
"Hey, hows you goin'" he said, slightly eyeing Alec, he saw and held his hands up in defence
"She's not yours yet mate, don't get too protective"
My eyes shot up in embarrassment. I could feel the blood running to my face. Newt tensed beside me, lucky the room was almost empty so no one heard. I looked over to Newt
"It's okay" he mumbled,

When Minho and I got back the next day we ran into the new Greenie, He looked so scared and worried. I wondered if I looked as stupid as him. I chugged down a bottle of water. There was a lot of attention around the newbie. My eyes followed him, he was walking with George. I wondered briefly if it would be this normal if I was a boy.
"Hey y/n, hows it feel not to be the newbie anymore" Newt came up behind me, he stood just behind me not quite touching me but I could feel his shoulder behind mine. I shrugged. I squeezed my eyes shut and scrunched up my nose. My arms wanted me to turn around and hug Newt so tight that he'd become apart of me. My lips wanted to be with his, moving in perfect shape. My voice wanted to talk and say how much I love him. But I couldn't. I let in a big breath
"Y/n? What's wrong" he asked
I turned around to him. His eyebrows furrowed and his eyes where big.
"Follow me after 20 seconds" I told him. He continued frowning but then nodded.
I left him staring after me and walked into the dead heads.

"Y/n, what's going on?" I heard Newts voice. I twisted around.
"I don't want to keep pretending that we're not in love! Cause I'm pretty sure we are right?!" I explained, he stared at me for a moment
"Your in love with me?" He smirked at the ground. Then looked up through his eyelashes. I sighed and bit my gum.
"Are you?" I whispered to him. He stepped forward. He was smiling small.
"Honestly?" He asked
I nodded
"I didn't mean to fall in love with you. You weren't part of my plan of escaping the glade. But now, I can't think of any other future without you." He stepped closer
"You and I. We. Can make this happen, we just have to give it more time" He was so close to me now.
"Okay" I nodded. He wrapped his arms around me and I pushed myself up on my tippy toes so I could rest my head in his collar bone. His lips pressed against the fabric of my shirt at the shoulder.
"I love you" I mumbled into his shirt. I could feel a satisfactory smile on my shoulder.

Hey!
I'm so so so so sorry I haven't  been active! I've been away interstate.  And haven't had data to publish! I hope you like the story and I hope your okay with me putting in Newts POV 😅  xx