MY GUARDIAN ANGEL// MICHAEL CLIFFORD FAN-FICTION

CHAPTER 7

CHANCE P.O.V

I through my phone against the wall. I ran over to my bed, collapsed on it   and I held my pillow close against my chest. I let the tears flow against my cheeks.

"Why!? oh God how I miss him!"

"YOU MIGHT MISS HIM NOW BUT HE DOESN'T MISS YOU.HE IS MUCH BETTER WITHOUT YOU."

"No No!!" "That's not true I can't believe it, I wont!!" I am shouting now.

"IT'S THE TRUTH HONEY NO OTHER WAY AROUND IT."

"YOU WERE BETTER OFF ON THAT ROCK AND JUMPING BECAUSE THEN NONE THIS BULL SHIT WOULD HAVE HAPPEND!"

"IF YOU WOULD HAVE JUST STAYED THE WAY IT IS SUPPOSED TO BE. IF YOU WOULD HAVE KEPT YOUR WALL CLOSED YOU WOULDN'T BE THIS WAY! THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT. YOU DESERVE NOTHING NO LOVE NOTHING, YOU DESERVE DEATH."

I sit up on my bed, looking down at my tear stained pillow.

"THERE RIGHT ALWAYS RIGHT!!" "I WAS BETTER OF JUMPING OFF THAT LEDGE.

I jump of off my bed. I know what I have to do now.

I run out of my house.

Its the only way the only option.

THE PARK GO TO THE PARK THE ROCK IT'S THE ONLY WAY.

MICHAEL'S P.O.V

I was at a random Pub across the street from the stadium that we played at. Sitting at the Bar stool laying my hands down on the table resting my head against my hands. " Another shot!" I slurred at the bar tender. The bar tender comes up to me gave me the most concerned and pitied expression. He slams his hands on the table in front of me. "No your done." He said cleaning up my table. " Please come on man. Do me this one favor." I beg him. He seems to be considering this for a moment but then he shakes his head. "Sorry mate I'm cutting you off." I jumped out off my chair. Kicking the chair over. I run out of the pub screaming on top off my lungs. " FUCK ALL OF YOU!!" I stumble out the door running into the paps. "MICHAEL over here!" " What's up mate!" " Where's Chance ?" "FUCK OFF MAN!!" I shouted pushing through the crowd. "Did you finally leave that fake bitch?" That pushed me over the edge she might of broken my heart and destroyed my world. No one ever talks about my Princess like that. Fuck she's not mine anymore I have to get used to that. That destroys me again not my choice. I turn around on my heels. " What the fuck did you just say?!" I yell clutching my fist against my thigh. I turn the guy around and cornered him to the building of the Pub grabbed him by neck and started to choke him. " What the hell don't you ever say anything about Chance again!! You hear you Fucking Prick!!!" " Im sorry Michael I didn't mean it like that!! I swear!! I would never!!" He pleads with me. I raise my fist " Bull Shit!!" I scream. I was ready to through a punch at his face but someone pulled me back. "What the hell!!" I yell trying to get out of this guys hold. "Michael come on  this isnt you let's go to the hotel." I recognized the man was Calum. I was trying to get out of his grip but there wasn't a point he had a tight hold on me.

TWENTY MINUTES LATER

Me and Calum were outside the hotel door. Calum unlocks the door and I stumble in the room.

" What the fuck Michael!" Ashton shouts at me. " What were you thinking?" Luke asks me. "That's just it you weren't thinking!!" Ashton is screaming now. Calum comes up behind me and whispers " What happened?" I explode " Don't bring it up, you know exactly what Fucking happened Jesus Calum!" I run up the stairs then everything goes black .......

"Breathe in right away,
Nothing seems to fill this place
I need this every time,
Take your lies get off my case
Someday I will find a love
That flows through me like this
This will fall away,
this will fall away
You're getting closer to pushing me
Off of life's little edge
Cause I'm a loser
And sooner or later
You know I'll be dead
You're getting closer,
You're holding the rope,
I'm taking the fall
Cause I'm a loser, I'm a loser, yeah
This is getting old,
I can't break these chains that I hold
My body's growing cold,
There's nothin left of this mind
Or my soul
Addiction needs a pacifier,
The buzz of this poison is taking me higher
This will fall away,
This will fall away
You're getting closer, to pushing me
Off of life's little edge
Cause I'm a loser and sooner or later
You know I'll be dead
You're getting closer,
You're holding the rope and
I'm taking the fall
Cause I'm a loser
You're getting closer, to pushing me
Off of life's little edge
Cause I'm a loser and sooner or later
You know I'll be dead
You're getting closer,
You're holding the rope
And I'm taking the fall
Cause I'm a loser"
SONG: Loser
ARTIST: 3 doors down

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AN

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Hey sory for the misspelled words im on my phone. Anyway how is it what do you think? What's going to Michael and Chance im goinng to freak ugg .. well if anyone as questions or suggestions or predictions Message me. VOTE & COMMENT PLZ!!! Thanks!! Love u bye!!