MY GUARDIAN ANGEL// MICHAEL CLIFFORD FAN-FICTION

CHAPTER 9

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I sit up on my bed, looking down at my tears stained pillow.

"THERE RIGHT ALWAYS RIGHT!!" "I WAS BETTER OF JUMPING OFF THAT ROCk.

I jump of off my bed. I know what I have to do now.

I run out of my house.

Its the only way the only option.

THE PARK GO TO THE PARK THE RICK  IT'S THE ONLY WAY.

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I run down my stairs as fast as I could, I through open the front door trying my hardest to fight back the tears. that were forming I run down the drive way. I run as fast as my legs could run. Relieve rushed over me I was finally at the park. I pulled my hoody over my face so that no one could recognize me. I finally spot the rock in the corner of my eye. I slowly start to head over to my fate. My mind was going to the time that I promised Michael I would never hurt my self ever again and I will be here safe for him when he came back home.
WHY DO I STILL CARE ABOUT HIM I MEAN NOTHING TO HIM I NEVER DID
HE MEANS NOTHING TO ME
THATS A LIE

I walk over to the near by bench that was by the rock. I sit  down and pull my legs into my chest I stairs at the rock and get lost in my train of thought. My mind goes aback to the day I should have been, needed to be gone forever. He will never come back, he was never going to come back any way. There is no point on hanging on to a fantasy that will never come true there is no point.

Why is it so fucking hard to get over someone that never loved you back!!!
ITS TIME THERE IS NO ONE WORTH STAYING ALIVE FOR ANYMORE. I THOUGHT I FOUND HIM BUT, I ALWAYS FUCK UP ALL THE RELATIONSHIPS I EVER HAD.

I was siting on the bench going through all the pros and cons why I should die and every single time  death kept winning because death will always win. Death is the only option it is the only way. I was about to get off the bench and walk over to the rock. Then I felt company beside me on the bench. " Hey are you okay?" The stranger asks me. I hide my face from him embarrassed that he was seeing me this way. I need to get away and to escape, I can't take this pain anymore. Without thinking I start to scratch at my wrist hoping  to fell something again anything. " Hey!" The stranger took my hand away from my wrist. He held it close to his heart. Then he dropped my hand and turned his body forward to look at the rock at the edge of the cliff . You could hear the waves crashing against the surface bellow. . All I needed  at that moment was to be down there crashing against the surface. " You to?" The stranger asks I look up at him in confusion. Then he pushes his bracelets up to show the scars on his wrist. my heart stopped maybe     JUST MABY I AM NOT ALONE. " Hey you look really familiar I can't put my finger  on it though?" The stranger asks me then all of a sudden I know who he is. He  is the new kid at school but his name escapes me. " You go to my school." I tell him. " thats right I am new here  I hate it so fucking much." He tells me. " Same." I tell him. " By the way I am Brent." He tells me. "I am Chance." I tell him, " well Chance shall we get out of here?" He says standing up and reaching out his hand to me I gladly except his offer and we walk out of the park hand in hand.

MICHAEL P.O.V

" Is he going to be okay!" I recognized that voice as Calum. I slowly try to sit up ignoring the pain. I find my self face to face with three concerned eyes. " hey he is awake now he is oaky!" Luke shouts and comes to sit beside me on the bed I was laying on. Calum comes over to sit on my other side on the bed. Ashton get up and kicks the chair that he was sitting on. "What the hell is he's problem?" I turn to look at Luke waiting for his answer. " He is just a little upset and worried what the newspapers are going to say about you last night." He slowly breaths out. " What happened last night?" I ask completely lost. " You don't remember anything that happened last night?"  Calum asks me as crawls over to me and puts his arms around me. " The only thing I remember from last night is ...... Chance." I close my eyes holding back the tears with all my might. At the end I fail I lay there on the bed with Calum rubbing my back and Luke playing with my hair trying to make me fell better. " YOU KNOW WHAT HAPPENED HERE!!" Ashton yells and throws some magazines at me and slams the door on his way out. I get up to the piles of magazines on the floor.
"MICHAEL CLIFFORD FROM FIVE SECONDS OF SUMMER LOSSES IT"
There are pictures of my kicking a chair, grabbing a random paps and cornering him and chocking. I look down in disgust and embarrassment. " I dont.. Im sory." I ramble on. " " Its okay Mikey." Calum comes over to sit by me and rubs my back. " Its cool Michael everyone makes mistakes." Luke's says and comes sit beside me. " We understand  Chance meant a lot to you." Calum says and smiles at me. " What about Ash?" I say. " He is just worried about you we all are this is just how he deals with stuff like this. He cares about you he is really worried he cares so much about you we all care so much about you." Luke informs me. " Hey  time to go!" Ashton says standing at the door way. THATS RIGHT WE HAVE A SHOW TONIGHT UGG.