Trials & Tribulations. |August Alsina Love Story| BOOK 3 COMPLETE |UNDER CONSTRUCTION

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I Was Sitting In The Studio With Pusha T, Rich Homie Quan & Kirko Bangz...They The Only Ones Who Know What Happened With Milan Last Night...I Feel Empty As Hell! I Don't Know Why I Keep Doing This To Her. I Should've Known This Was Gon' Happen.

"Damn Mane...That's Crazy. You Try Talking To Her." Pusha Said Rolling A Blunt

"Yeah ! She Won't Answer Me At All. She Only Texted Back Once And That Was To Ask Me If I Wanted The Boys Next Weekend.." I Said Staring At The Floor

"Maybe You Should Just Give Her The Space She Wants. I Mean You My Nigga Aug But You Selfish For Fxcking With London Thot Ass ! You Know She Work At That Club ICE, You Know How Many Dicks She Suck Everynight !!"Kirko Said Turning His Nose Up In Disgust.

"Kirko Right Mane ..You Say The Only Reason You Did It Was Cuz Milan Wasn't Giving You None, C'mon Mane. ......If You Ain't Make It Seem Like You Was Only After The Booty Then I'm Sure She Would Let You ... But You So Ready To Just Go After What's Between Her Legs You Wasn't Even Focusing On The Big Picture..." Quan Said While Putting His Dark Ray Bans On.

"I Don't Agree !! If I Was You I Would Be Wondering What Was She Doing.. I Mean Y'all Wasn't Together ! So Basically You Wasn't Wrong Nor Was You Right. The Only Thing You Guilty Of Is Making Her Think She Was The Only One But You Not Wrong For Getting No Side Pussy ! According To Yall Marriage Files You Both Are Divorced ! So You Was Basically A Free Man Getting Free Pussy !" Pusha Said Passing Me The Blunt

"Nigga Shut Up !! Don't Listen To Him Aug. You Was Wrong And I Wouldn't Be A Real Friend If I Ain't Tell You This..You Was Wrong For Making Her Feel Like She Was Only One, You Was Wrong For Making All Them Damn Promises About Changing And You Know Damn Well You Not Good At Keeping Promises And You Was Definitely Wrong For Telling That Bitch To Come To Pizza Palace!!!! What Makes It Even Worse Is That Your Son Witnessed The Shit " Kirko Said Shaking His Head

"Uh Uh !! That Bitch Was Following Me! I Ain't Tell Her To Come Nowhere !!!" I Said Quickly Correcting Kirko's Statement

"Nigga You Better Calm Yo' Tone! Either Way You Was Wrong!" Kirko Said Raising His Eyebrow

I Wasn't In The Mood For Arguing With Kirko So I Just Ignored That Nigga.

"Like I Said ... Y'all Wasn't Together, Y'all Didn't Get Remarried Again, Nor Did You Propose Again. Technically Y'all Both Was Single...What Was She Doing! Shit She Coulda Been Fucking Around With That Tyga And You Never Know." Pusha Said Smoking His Blunt

Maybe Pusha Was Right ! What Was Milan Doing, She Coulda Been Doing Anything Behind My Back.. Nahh Milan Wouldn't Do That. She Was Crazy About Me ! I'm Partially The Fact Why Her Momma Won't Talk To Her. Her Mom Warned Her About Me & She Told Her Mom How Much She Loved And Didnt Care What She Thought About Me & Some Other ThingsWere Said. Ever Since Then Its Like Her Momma Disowned Her.

"You Know How Many Niggas Would Love To Be With Milan....And You Wanna Cheat !!!!" Kirko Said Shaking His Head

"Just Shut Up About The Situation !! What's Done Is Done !! Ain't No Since In Lecturing Me About The Shit !" I Said Getting Pretty Mad.

"No I'm Not Gon' Shut Up ! ... What's Done Is Done But That Don't Mean You Can't Make It Right" Kirko Said Basically Ignoring Everything I Just Said.

"I DON'T GIVE A FUCK NOMORE KIRKO !! JUST SHUT THE HELL UP ABOUT IT !! MILAN DON'T WANNA BE WITH ME NO MORE ! I DON'T EVEN KNOW IF MY SON STILL LOVES ME, AND TOO TOP IT OFF LONDON MIGHT BE PREGNANT ! SO DON'T GIVE ME NO FXCKING SPEECH I GOT ENOUGH SHIT GOING ON!!!." I Said Spazzing Out.

I Walked Out The Studio Angry As Hell ... Kirko My Nigga And I Ain't Mean To Snap On Him, I Just Got A Lot Going On & Him Tryna Talk To Me About The Situation Was Just Irritating Me. Once I Got To The Bar I Usually Go To. I Sat All The Way At The End Of The Bar And Let Out A Sigh...My Head Was  Spinning Right Now And I Needed To Chill. Maybe Milan's Mom Was Right...I Ain't Nothing But A Piece Of Shit Who's Always Mesing Up .... I Can Never Do Anything Right. Its Times Like These That I Wish That Car Accident Killed Me.