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MIN YOONGI.

the name that belongs to an alluring man, the one Ela has passionate, surreal feelings for.

Years have gone by, and that gave her time to figure out that he will never return the same feelings.

Due to him being in love with her alter ego, (which sucks) Min Chanmi.

Back to the start, to introducing Ela. The elder in the siblings. Sister of Jeongguk and Junghyun.

JEON JEONGGUK.

Heartthrob of the school. Said to be loyal and innocent.

"Loyal my ass." Ela has found herself thinking.

Onwards, we shall recall how she found out about her love, falling inlove with her buddy.

FLASHBACK

Ela and her love's non-biological sister walked together in the hall. Their focus was interuppted by a shout.

"Bangtan !"

Bangtan is the biggest group filled with almost perfect boys in the campus. All from different years.

Ela's brother is Jeongguk, hence she sometimes hears their conversation due to her brother needing company.

Once she heard Jimin ask a question to the one and only, "You're acting different. You changing for anyone you love or something?"

Yoongi nodded. "Actually, yeah." Those words escaped his lips.

"oh damn. Who?"

He shrugged. "I guess Chanmi."

Unfortunately, Yoongi wasn't fit for Chanmi's type.

END OF FLASHBACK

Until now, feelings for him never left.

She has been observing how he's been making the effort to change.

Examples are him declining the girl every boy wants to be with.

She came up with a few theories.

"Is he possibly doing this to make Chanmi like him back?"

Though, it is quite impossible to occur.

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He has accepted he fell in love with Chanmi. He has never felt so passionate in loving someone.

She makes him feel unknown things whenever she's near. It's unlikely of him to feel that way.

He doesn't understand what it is and he doesn't want to understand. All he knows is that it's a different feeling.

Something he doesn't receive with other people.

"I didn't know it was possible for me to truly love someone. Why do I feel it with her specifiaclly?"

FLASHBACK (again)

He was walking through the hallway. He was unknowingly greeted with a kiss from his girlfriend, Aesook.

He started to feel uncomfortable. He figured because she only had lust for him and not love.

Of course she was, I wasn't a dumb, oblivious person. I just enjoyed her company and decided to stay with her, but I don't think I should anymore.

He could tell she was using him as an advantage for popularity. He just really needed someone's company and chose her.

"I think I don't want her company anymore."

"What the fuck are you doing?" He yelled at her. "Isn't it obvious? I want to kiss you!" She said, unusually still in a lustful mood.

"Not even a hello or hi? Are you happy you finally kissed me in the way you wanted to? Are you trying to make it obvious you're taking advantage of me?"

"Uhm, obviously! I mean just go with it. No one can resist you. You'll be lucky since I'm the queenka!"

"Whatever. You're not good enough. You see men as child's play. We should part ways. We should've a long time ago." He left her there. Deserving to be left behind.

He walked into the classroom like nothing had happened. He was glad he wasn't attatched to her.

He sat down, not paying attention, doing some shit and stuff like that. They were introducing some new student. He wasn't interested, he wasn't listening.

Suddenly, he felt a prescence next to him, but still wasn't interested. Slightly unusual for no one would like to sit next to him, he thought. He lost track in what he was doing when he heard a voice spoke up.

"Hello." A slightly higher-pitched voice than his own said. He looked to the sound and saw a girl smiling towards him. "I'm Chanmi." She said with a wider smile, waving at hin.

He didn't know what happened, but it felt as if the love at first sight shit came to stop by and prove they were a real thing.

The future didn't work out so well. Confessing was a regret, but not a big regret. At least it left his mind.

He embarrassed myself in front of everyone, but who cares. She said no and that meant more to him that he thought it would've.

His heart couldn't handle it, so he walked away before he would've said or do something ridiculous.

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"Yoongi likes me?" She thought when he confessed infront of her in a large crowd, not caring who heard him.

She tried to stay professional, but really, she was throwing a party inside her heart. Fireworks booming.

Sadly, it didn't go as planned. She didn't really like bad boys and everyone told me he was one. She couldn't handle something like that and wouldn't want to deal with a situation whenever it could happen.

In simpler words, she said no.

2 MONTHS AFTER

The love for Yoongi that was planted in her brain has disappeared. Seeing him playing around and hurting other girls made her sick.

Although, she has noticed some improvement. Him rejecting Aesook and more other queenkas is the school's most shocking news, for some reason.

She feels proud. But, hate is still there. Once a bad boy, always a bad boy.

Someone else came into her life. Her love for him replaced the love that was stuck in her mind. He goes by the name,

KIM SEOKJIN.

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re-edited: 10.22.18 (thigguk)