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KIM SEOKJIN

She knows she loves him. It's easy to admit for her too. Not complicated whatsoever.

She sees more than just his charming looks. From her experience with him, it's impossible not to love.

It isn't just a typical highschool senior crush for her.

She feels really passionate about it and really has true feelings for him, unlike most boys she fell inlove with.

It surprised her, the first time they met, how kind and respectful he was compared to the other members.

She can't help but smile whenever she sees Seokjin happy.

She expected him to be a bit rude, turns out he's just your typical funny boy who acts gay for you to relate to him, but isn't.

He's different.

Very different.

But all love ends in loneliness.

"He loves someone else, not you, stupid Chanmi."

She tells herself everyday.

She finds herself uncompetable towards the love of Seokjin.

Chances are never given to her. She feels as if fate has turned against her.

"I'll keep my head up. There's someone out there looking for me, but maybe now is not the time to look for them."

She sat down and reminisced all those moments she loved when she was with him.

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FIRST MEETING

Ela took Chanmi's hand and brought her to her little brother.

"Hey, Jungkook !" Ela called out for her brother. His attention fixed onto Ela. "Yo."

"I brought my friend today, Namjoon said he wanted to be friends with my friends?" Ela said.

Jungkook looked at the girl next to his sister and found himself staring for too long.

Jungkook cleared his throat and looked for something else to look at.

"Oh, yeah. Uhm, they're over there." He struggled to let out as he walked towards the table where his friends sat.

"Wait, I don't wanna go." (spiderman reference why did i write this)

Chanmi told Ela. Jungkook eavesdropped a bit. "I thought you were an extrovert looking for friends?" Ela told her.

"Okay fine." Ela snickered at how easy she can easily convince her.

"But if I start acting like a loud ass extrovert, please remind me I'm in a cafeteria with hundreds of students."

Jungkook snorted quietly, since he didn't want to let them know he was listening.

"Pfft, you're alright like that, thats why I love youuuu." Ela pinched Chanmi's cheek.

"Ayiieeeut." Chanmi made a sound effect.