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knj + myg ( pt.1 )

im sorry this took too long.

KIM NAMJOON

"What a bunch of losers." I said at the sight of my friends clinging onto a girl for each.

I walked up to Jimin, but he immediately ran from me as soon as she spotted the girl.

"Oh my God, why her? How blind are they to know who they should really love." I whispered.

This may sound selfish, choosing who their one should be, who they should love, just because their stupidity is making me stressed.

But it's not only that. From the stories they have told about a girl, it seems as if she isn't as interested in him as he is with her. I'm not ready for the day they would be heart broken and I would slowly lose my loud and joyous friends.

So here I am. Trying to make sure they choose the right person for their own sake.

My train of thought was interrupted when I felt a shorter prescence next to me.

"Namjoon, can I copy the chemistry homework we were supposed to pass yesterday?" Yoongi spoke.

"Good morning to you too, Yoongi." I said. He rolled his tongue in the inside of his cheek. "Uh huh, good morning. Just send me the answers, I gotta go. Thanks." He said then left to the other direction.

"Bold of him to think I did my homework." I said to myself.

Oh hey, wait a minute. Yoongi. The one who's insanely blinded on who to love. If I have to find a start, might aswell begin with Yoongi. And so, I went to look for Ela to find out more about this.

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"I finally found you after 30 minutes of running around." I said, out if breath.

"What"

"Anyways, I came here to ask a question. Please question me later on why I asked this. Just, please, can we sit down?" I said and walked to the nearest bench and sat. I watched her come here and sit next to me without hesitation.

"What would you like to ask?"

"Could you explain your relationship with Yoongi at the moment?" I asked, carefully using the correct words to not sound creepy.

"It's. . . complicated."

"I need a specific answer, please." I asked sharply, quite annoyed with her lack of explanation.

"Okay, okay, fine." She started to say a lengthy paragraph. She found some parts to rant, here and there. In a summarized explanation,

Yoongi was the only person that mattered to her back then. He protected her from all the hurtful words she has to fight off. When it seems like a night that would last forever, he would always be her morning. They were inserperable. Many promises were made by him for her, but never were they kept. He didn't break any, he had just forgotten.
She fell inlove with him during those years, and has yet to move on.

She planned to tell him, but timing seemed wrong. It no longer felt like he loved her. As if all that love had been transferred to someone else. Particularly, her bestfriend. He had been blinded by, once again, the beauty of the face. Her beauty, blocking the path of Yoongi's realization on how he is truly meant to love Ela.

Her bestfriend was just his way of healing. Someone to distract him from his own hurting.

"I can help you." I spoke. "Help on what?" She looked up to face me. "You know, help you to make Yoongi realize."