Today is me and my love go to the hospital to see whats wrong with her
'ms. your up next'
she sqeezed my hand really nervous
'babe Im right here don't be nervous I got to you ok'
she mmhmm me and we walked in the office
'mama lay down'
she laid down and she grabbed my hand and she sqeezed it
'okay so what's to be the problem'
she said while lifting my girls shirt up and putting some jelly stuff
'I been throwning up every morning and I'm scared cause this never happened'
she started rubbing this controller thing on her stomach
'you see that little bubble?'
mmhhmm
'congratulations mama your pregnant'
I looked at her like she was joking don't get me wrong I want kids but isn't it to early
"Justin.....jay look at me"
I looked at her
"What's wrong ?" she asked me
"Nothing it's just a baby I can't be a father y/n"
"Jay I see the way you look and act around other kid and the way you are around jazzy and jaxon jay please I want this baby I wanna be a family I love you please jay"
" Y/n come on are you serious I love you but I can't be a father"
"So what you are saying is abortion or adoption"
I just stood there
"Really justin are you serious that's the last thing I would do" she started to cry and ran our the room
"Sir is everything alright"
"Ugh yeah" I sighed and she handed me so papers and I went off to follow y/n
Y/n P.o.v
I can't believe he said that ugh I cried in my room tears every where I'm keeping this baby if he likes it or not
"Baby girl what happen?" my mom said she came by to visit yea I live alone but have my brother here for a while
I opened the door and cried on her shoulder
"Ma I'm pregnant and justin doesn't want it"
"Baby some guys are like that"
Then we heard a knock at the door my brother opened it and Justin was there standing I let go of my mother and slammed the door and locked it
"Y/n open the door baby I'm sorry okay I wasn't think ok I didn't mean to say that ok I'm just not ready but if you want a family I'm on for it"
"I know you lying just go away"
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6 weeks later
I blocked Justin off I want nothing to do with him like really a baby what did it do to him nothing
Talking about justin he's been trying to contact me but I ignore it but I'm going to text him today if he texts me
I was watching t.v eating when my phone went vibrating
I have a incoming call from Justin's mom
(P for Pattie and y for your name)
P - what's going on with you and justin ?
Y- what do you mean? we got in a fight
P- well he hasn't ate for 2 weeks he fainted yesterday and he's in the hospital
Y- Pattie please don't say that to me
P- sweet heart what's going on ?
Y- I will let Justin tell you that where is he right now
P- he's on the hospital bed texting some friends
Y- oh okay I will call you back okay
P- Kay sweetheart
End of conversation
I went through my messages and looked for justin
(Babe = Justin. Y= you)
Y= Jay why aren't you eating
Babe= how did you know that ?
Y= don't worry okay what aren't you eating
Babe= my mom right?
Y= tell me why weren't you eating
Babe= because the love of y life wasn't relying to me and I felt guilt for these past fucking weeks about what I said to you babyy I'm sorry okay I really am
Y= I love you
Babe= I love you 2 Come visit me I miss you
Y= okay give me 20
Babe= okay
I ran to et my keys and I ran to my at down to the hospital
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Meeting 6 coming tonight
