FLASHBACK
"Mmmmmm" i tried so hard not to scream his name but i just wanted to kiss him and make him go harder and show me how much he loved me but i didnt want to give him that happiness so i just turned my head he pushed even harder in me and hitting my g-spot over and over again i want to moan which i gave in and i moaned his name i couldnt hold it in anymore i love this boy so much i didnt wanna him ti leave me cause i didnt enjoy what hes tring to fix
"Thats a very........uggh......good girl" he groaned
i moaned his name we met our climax and he laid next to me and told me he loved me over and over again i turned around so his face was facing my back
FLASHBACK OVER
I had my back towards Justin i didnt wanna look at him he took advantage of me like really and i went with it i cant believe i did that with him im so mad why did he have to hurt me its 8:30am and i got up put my clothes back on i picked up the bag Justin threw across the room and finished packing i went in the shower and did what i had to do and i went back to the closet and check if i left anything
" im sorry dont do this please" i heard a voice behind me say i didnt want to turn around then i felt two arms wrapped around my wasit
"baby please you are my everything im sorry i shouldnt have did it and im sorry you are the only girl i want baby you are who i wanna marry and i want to have a kid with baby its you its always been you and that will never change please dont leave me" his head was on my shoulder
i wanted to yell and scream for all this pain to go away i had to leave i picked up the suite case thats when Justin flipped
" BABY STOP PLEASE CANT YOU SEE I LOVE YOU BABY PLEASE IM FUCKING SORRY YOU ARE MY WORLD AND EVERYTHING IM SORRY FOR WHAT I DID TO YOU BABY PLEASE IM IN LOVE WITH YOU IM SORRY OKAY IM SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO FUCKING SORRY BABY UNDERSTAND THAT PLease please understand"
i couldnt anymore the look on his face broken me i wanted to snapp
"IF YOU LOVE ME SO FUCKING MUCH WHY DO IT? TELL ME I LOVE YOU AND YOU GO AND HAVE SEX WITH SELENA LIKE YOU WERE SINGLE HOW ABOUT THIS GO FUCK ALL THE GIRLS YOU WANT CAUSE NOW YOU ARE RELLY SINGLE FUCK SELENA FUCK ANYONE IT WILL HURT ME BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IF IT MAKES YOU HAPPY I WILL FIND AWAY TO BE HAPPY TOO" i went o pick up my stuff but Justin kept getting in the way
"Baby stop please look at me please look at me" i look up at him annoyed as hell
"i made love to you last night i made LOVE to you princess im sorry okay i love you i need you in my life okay i need you by my side i need you here i dont need you with other guys trying to find the right one im right here i wanna be the one to tell you everythings going to be okay and telling you i love you everyday baby im sorry im truely truely in love with you baby i love you" he looked in my eyes i put my head down i couldnt take this his sarrow is killing me
" i need time to think okay i just need time away okay i just need time" i just need time away from him to think about everything and us and him
"Okay i will let you get your space but aleast leave some stuff here so i know you will come back home to me and i wanna pay for a vacation for you and i wanna know where your going .....i love you"
" okay" i looked away
"i said i love you" Justin repeated
" i know i heard you" i said a bit mean
" then why arent you saying it back ?" i just looked away from him
"i cant .......i cant say it back okay i just cant.... just stop with the i love you and everything okay Justin im hurt and you dont see that okay you hurt me i want to love you i want you to hold me and tell me everythings going to be okay but i feel like thats not going to come true its not going to happen i love you I LOVE YOU JUSTIN DREW BIEBER I love you" Justin moved closer to me and i just wanted to run in his arms but i cant my heart says yes and im saying no he moved closer and closer and closer his lips met mine and he kissed harder and i kissed back
" baby i love you" justin said
" can i go on that trip please" he nodded
"yea baby i love you tho" he repeated
I grabbed my stuff and got the info from kenny and went back to Justins room to pick my shoes up and i went in on Justin talking to someone on the phone
" its over i cant do this no more i might lose the love of my life beacuse of this im done with you and this hidden relationship sorry selena" and he hung up then he called someone else
his convo with his mom
PATTIE (P) JUSTIN (J)
P: Heyy baby wass up ?
J: Mom i did something really bad i might lose Julie
P: Baby boy what happen ?
J: I cheated on her with Selena mom i dont wanna lose her she means everything to me mom i love her and she doesnt believe me mom please help me i wanna hold her so bad please mom make this go away please she wants to leave and think about things
P: Baby i cant make this go away you made this mistake but i can give you advice go with her to the place shes going give her you full attention let her know you care let her know you are the man she wants and you would care for her baby go you know whats right baby ok?
J:Okay mom i love you thank you so much
P: okay baby bye love you so so much
end of conversation
"I love you too" i said he turned around he had so many tears in his eyes it broke me so bad
" Julie baby can i ask you something " i nodded " can i go with you please i wanna show you i love you i wanna be by your side i wanna be with you thro thick and thin i wanna be there"
" Yes you can come please come with me"
he walked out of our house on our way to the air port
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wanted to leave you wanting more ........lol........should i make a part 3........or should i end it here ........my readers chose .............i know you wanna part 3 ........lets comment for a part 3]
