Justin been getting in arguements lately he thinks im always on him and he gets mad about it so i been distance lately been keeping to myslef right now im in our room watching tv i went on my phone to look through instagram and tweeted a few fans and made their night i was knocked out of my thoughts when Justin walked in he went to the bathroom I turned over and put my phone on my nightstand and i relaxed and that when i heard the bathroon door openi turned my back so when Justin lays down he would only see my back faced him. I feel the other side of the bed sink down
"Baby you havent talked to me in days whats wrong?" Justin asked rubbing my arm
i didnt move speak i just laid there i didnt want to see him talk to him or look at him i was just tired of argueing about him being around girls (Models) i feel like im not good enough for him and it bothers me as a person
He kissed my arm up to my cheek and he laid me on my back and him hovering over me he went leaned down to kiss me but i moved the other way so he kissed my cheek
"Baby whats wrong?" i just wanted to slap him i know somethings up with him and that new model ashley like its in front of my eyes and stupid me im still here, with him why do i stay? RIGGHHHT I LOVE HIM!!!!
"Answer this question .....are you cheating on me ?" Justin looked taken back
"What why wo-" i interputed him " Are you Justin cheating on me answer the question?" he didnt answer he just looked guilty and hurt. I turned the other way im hurt i just wanna cry "What did i do Justin i gave you my heart .....why?"
He held me i just want to get up and run
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3:45am i cant sleep so i put my jacket and shoes on and took a walk i cried and cried my phoned started to go off i looked at the caller i.d it was Justin
Phone convo
J:"Baby where are you ? im sorry please come home" i heard him cry
S:"I just need time to think i will be home okay trust me"
J:"I want you home baby its 4 in the morning please come home baby please"
S:"Okay im coming back" i said i was about to hang up when he talked again
J:"Baby im sorry okay i dont know what i was thinking i been an asshole lately and you dont deserve that and im soory you perfect for me and i love you for the love your showing me and i promise you that this will never happen again im sorry princess i love you baby girl im sorry very sorry i will show you how sorry and how much i love you when you get home princess i love you" he blew a kiss over the phone
"I love you too Justin ....promise me something?" i wanted to try this
"Yea baby anything" justin said
"Promise me this wont happen again i love you i dont wanna lose you jay"
"I PROMISE YOU BABY come home please"
i hung up and went home when i got there justin pushed me up aganist the wall and kissed me later that night he made his passion love to me
