American Horror Story Character Imagines

You're the only light I've ever known: Tate Langdon

*Trigger warning: depression, suicidal thoughts, slight self harm.*
  
    In which the reader struggles with depression and is suicidal, but Tate shows them that he loves them and it ends all fluffy and cute lol.

   I lay on my bed with my head draped backwards off the edge towards my wood floor. The sounds of Nirvana are blasting through my ears, hugging my brain with trance like melodies.

"This is my distraction," I think to myself. "This is what is keeping me from loosing it all, and now it's gone."
Thinking about how my only outlet has been taken from me causes the tears to well and eventually over flow onto my cheeks like warm rain drops.
I sit back upright and grab the pillow nearest to me and cover it over my face.
Screams emit out of my mouth from the over whelming pain and discomfort that this life has given me.
"Why?" I sob into the purple fabric.
"I just can't do this anymore!" I cry out. Though it's not like anyone would hear anything, my parents are never home anyways. Even if they were it's not like they'd give a shit about me.
I pull the pillow from my flushed and puffy face and set it back down onto my bed. I stand up and brush off my jeans and walk towards the bathroom connected to my room. I reach under the sink and grab a razor. I pull back my sleeve and look down at my arm threw tear stricken vision.
" I just- I just can't," I sob as I cut my wrist.
Just as I'm about to cut again I feel a presence behind me, my back stiffens at the thought of who it could be. Then I realize, that's it's Tate. It's always Tate. He's always here when I need him to. How could I have forgotten about Tate?
I put the razor back and pull down my sleeve, before wiping my eyes and Turing around to face him.
I immediately made eye contact with him. He looked so hurt.
"Why Y/N? Why?" He asks voice breaking mid sentence.
"I-I-." In all honesty, I couldn't give him a good enough answer. I don't know why. I guess it could be because of the over whelming events that have happened recently and I needed to find a way out.
There is a moment of silence between us. That is until he walks over to me and pulls up my sleeve.
He just sighs and reaches under the sink to find a wrap. He first wipes away the blood with a damp towel then wraps it tightly. I'm just silent the entire time.
"Please don't do this ever again, Okay?"
I just nod my head.
"Okay?" He asks again, waiting for my response.
"Okay," I say barely above a whisper.
"Good." He says as he pulls me into his embrace.
"I love you so so much, Y/N." He says as he kissed the top of my head.
I look up at him through my swollen eyes, "why though? Why do you love me?"
He sighs and is quiet for a moment.
"I love you, because you're the only light I've ever known, Y/N. I can not imagine my life with out you. You're perfect and beautiful and kind and just so genuinely amazing. I love you more than anything," He says as he pulls me back into my room and tighter into his embrace.
"I love you so much Tate," I say as I lean up to peck my lips against his.
He grabs the back of my head and keeps me there, deepening the kiss until I pull away.
"I'm so sorry I didn't come to you. I just was over whelmed by everything and thought that I was alone." I say, looking down at my feet.
"It's okay, I know how it feels to think you're all alone. Just know that I'll always be here for you though. Always," He says while looking me directly in the eyes.
"Of course, I promise I'll never keep anything from you again," I say while hugging him.
"Hey, lets go to the beach," He says breaking the silence.
"Now?" I ask questioning his reasons.
"Yeah." He replied.
"Okay," I shrug.

Time skip brought to you by, "hi, I'm Tate. I'm dead. Wanna hook up?"

When we got to the beach no one was there. Though, I never thought anyone was going to be because it was around 10:00 at night and the middle of February.
  We sat down in the sand about three feet from the shore, and just stared out into the vast ocean.
"I used to come here when everything seems like too much to handle. I would just stare out into the ocean. It's so big that it made all my problems seem small. I brought you here in hopes that it would have that same affect on you." He says while pulling my hand to his.
I smile, "I love you. This was so thoughtful," I say while leaning in and kissing his cheek.
He sighs contently and pulls me in closer to him. Putting his arm around my shoulder as I lay my head into his.
    And there we stayed. Gazing happily into this vast being while enjoying the warmth of each other's presence.

A/N heyyyyyy. Lol. So yeah I hope you guys liked this one. It's a little sad. Actually like a lot sad but I thought the ending was like super hella cute lol. Anyway shoutout to my bff Raya for convincing me to come out from my hiatus lol. (I bet y'all thought I was gonna say I was gay... nope! Lol I'm a little too straight ahaha) anyway, I'd appreciate if y'all would comment, vote, request, even read my stuff lol. It would encourage me to continue writing lol. Anyway I hope you loves have a nice day or night (depending on where you live).
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                            -Sof💗