Forced Desires

Moving

I finally had time to myself to sit and think. I stood in the shower with the hot water on my back. I didn't understand myself anymore. Everything he does to me is so wrong but it's the best thing I ever felt. He was the image of my perfection and I felt like that's what was causing my head to spin. Alaric's body popped into my head, I could feel myself getting excited. 

I scrubbed my face one last time before turning the water off. I wrapped myself in a towel and headed to my room. Alaric was sitting on the edge of my bed, nothing but his boxers on. I could feel my cheeks start to get red as I headed to get some clothes. 

"We're leaving today." He said quietly 

"Where are we going." 

"Don't worry about it I just need you to be a good girl today."

He came up behind me and turned me around. He brushed back my wet hair behind my ear, and smiled as he looked into my eyes. He kissed my forehead before he left the room. I looked through my top drawer to find a new underwear set I never wore, I never had anyone to wear it for. I put on the lace thong with the black bra that was sheer black. I threw on a short black dress, my ass was purple in color and I was in no mood for pants. My nipple rings were slightly visible due to the lightness of my bra, I'm sure Alaric wouldn't mind. 

"Do you have luggage and bags of some sort?" I didn't hear him come in

"Yes." 

"Okay, pack all your clothes and whatever else you want to keep, just no furniture or anything unnecessary." He looked at me and smiled. 

I grabbed all of the duffel bags I had and a big blue suitcase and put them on the bad. He began to go through the top of my drawer and dump my bras and underwear in the bag. I helped him get all my clothes packed up. I wasn't to upset about leaving my house, it didn't feel comfortable to me anymore. I was going through the nightstand next to my bed when I felt a hand go up my dress onto my hip. 

"Why are we dressed up tonight?" He asked 

I didn't really know how to answer. I couldn't bring myself to decide if it was for him or not. 

"You don't need to dress up for me baby girl" He whispered in my ear. Shivers shot down my spine. He kissed my neck before going back to packing my stuff. I wanted him now, my body was aching for him. 

We finally finished getting everything together when my anxiety started to sink in. I finally realized this whole time I was helping my kidnapper kidnap me. I started hyperventilating, Alaric sat me on the couch confused. He put my head on his chest and rubbed my back. I started to cry in his t-shirt. How could I be so weak that I'm helping him take me? He smelled like cedar wood and vanilla and his big tattooed arms wrapped around me lightly. 

"You're going to love the house I found us for the next couple of months." He told me 
I looked up at him with teary eyes, a house? I thought

"It has a nice big kitchen if you want to cook or bake, you can do whatever you want to it." 
I loved cooking, and I got a clean slate to decorate. He kissed me softly on the lips while holding the side of my head. 

"You ready?" He asked. 

"Yes."