Forced Desires

Desire

Alaric trusted me enough to be in the car without any restraints. I was almost excited to leave my old home town, I've never been anywhere else and I always wanted to travel. The beginning of our ride was silent, I was having a hard time getting comfortable it hurt to sit. I must have squirmed a little too much. 

"What's wrong with you?" 

"Sorry, it hurts to sit." I told him

"Good."

I tried to stop squirming and looked out the window. We reached the end of the town and now I was somewhere I have never seen before. I always feared being lost, not knowing where you are or where you're going.  

"Where are we going?" I asked

"Home."

"Where's 'Home'?"

"You'll see when we get there."

 He put his hand on my bare thigh and began to squeeze it. I was so confused about everything happening. I couldn't bring myself to call it being kidnapped, because I could fight harder to get away but I wasn't sure if I wanted too anymore. A part of me wanted to run and keep running so I never have to see him again. But, a small part of me wanted him in my life, he could be so gentle and comforting. I was convinced I could get him to change his mind about working for his family, there had to be a part of him that saw the wrong in his doings. 

"Stop worrying." He broke off my thoughts.

"How."

"I'm going to take care of you, you don't have to worry, I won't hurt you unless you give me a reason too." He said 

"What is that supposed to mean." 

"Don't give me attitude. It means that if you're a good girl I'll give you whatever you want." He smiled

"Is freedom an option?" His hand hit the side of my head.

"Now why would you want to leave me?" He asked 

"Because you think you can just have your way with me whenever you want and force me to leave my home?" I started to cry.

"I take the things I want not try and win them over Rose. And I'm giving you a better life than you would have ever had." 

I was done talking to him, I sat silently letting tears fall on my cheeks. 

"Are you hungry?" He asked. My stomach grumbled. 

"No." 

"Mhm." 

We pulled into a parking lot, it looked like a nice restaurant. He got out of the car first and walked over and opened my door. He got close to me, he slid his hand under my dress and grabbed me. 

"No funny business in here okay?" He wiped my wet cheeks with his other hand.

"Okay." 

He let go and helped me out of the car, he put his arm around my waist and walked us inside. 

We sat in a booth, Alaric sat next to me keeping me on the inside. After we ordered his hand was up my dress again. He rubbed me softly, I could feel myself getting wet. We ate quickly and got back to the car. He didn't touch me again for the rest of the night, every time I looked at him he smirked.
 He knew I wanted him.