Jooehon helped me walk as we exited the hospital. The other members were close by. I think they want to help but don't want to interfere since Jooheon and I are a couple. I smiled a bit with that thought. I then looked at him. His face was full of worry and care. The way he scrunched up his eye brows deep in thought made him look older. We reached the cab and he helped me sit down. He went to stand away but even though I'm weak I gripped his arm tighter. I wanted him to stay with me and to hold me. I know my parents will take care of me but I wanted my lover to help as well. "Please stay with me Jooheon. At least for awhile?" He smiled at me softly and I wanted to poke his dimple but couldnt muster the strength to do so. "Id love to." He looked at the other members and told them that he will be staying with me. He then got into the cab causing me to scoot over a bit for him. The cab ride was quiet and as we pulled up to my parents I saw them running out. Before the car could even stop they were opening my door. They hugged me close and my mom began to cry. I felt bad but I could nothing so I just hugged her and my father back. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Jooheon standing awkwardly to the side with our bags. I let go of my parents and reached out for him. He hesitated before taking my hand. I could tell he was nervous so I smiled at him and he seemed to relax. "Mom. Dad. You know Jooheon." They both nodded smiling at us. I think they could already tell what I wanted to say. "We have decided to try dating." I watched his cheeks go red and he tried to hide it with a cough. "Well I'm glad for you sweetie. Why dont we come I side though? You look exhausted." I nodded in agreement. I was starting to feel a little light headed and week. Once we got inside I visted for awhile to not be rude but soon excused myself and went to my old room. After making sure the younger member was following behind me I shut the door. We got into bed and I curled up in his arms. I smiled in content as I looked up at him. This is what ive always wanted. A man to hold me when I felt down and I finally have it. I never would have imagined i could feel like this with a fellow band member but I do. Even if it has onky been a few days I know this can work. I just know it. As I looked at him I could see a light pink dusting his cheeks. He looked content and happy. I wished I would have know his feelings sooner. I leaned up and kisses his cheek. He glanced at me and smiled. "You should rest Minhyuk." "I can't. Your too handsome." His blush deepened and I smiled. "But I am sleepy." I drifted off into sleep. When I awoke the sun was starting to set. I went to move but stopped as I felt warm arms around me. I had forgotten he was holding me and I looked at him. His breathing was light and his lips were slightly parted. His chest rose slowly only to release back down. I would sometimes watch him sleep in our rooms together. Sounds creepy but I couldn't help myself. I always felt like a perv for it but he is too attractive. His eyes fluttered opened and he looked down at me smiling wide. "Hyung." "Hmm?" I hummed at him so that he knew how happy I was. "I didn't have any bad dreams. I guess this is what ive been missing." I sat up right and kissed his lips before touching our foreheads together. "Then I suppose we should have confessed sooner." He nodded before a small knock was heard at my door. We parted but held hands under the covers. "Come in." My father opened the door and smiled at us. I always loved how warm and welcoming they are. "Dinner is ready if your hungry." I nodded feverishly and got out of bed forcing Jooheon with me. "Im starving!" My father chuckled as he walked away. Dinner was quiet. I could tell my parents were in distress. I tried lighetning up the mood but only half succeeded in the process. When it came to going to bed again Jooheon held me close. The sad thing is I want to pin him down and make him scream my name but I can't. I'm too tired and too weak. Not to mention I really am not in the mood and my parents place is that last place I want to have sex. Hopefully once treatment starts I can make Jooheon mine. Make us one. For now though, I will settle with him just holding me. After all. It'll give us time to talk about sweet things.
