I heard Hyungwon mention something about me seizing before everything started to blur and my ears began to ring. The next thing i knew i could feel someone carrying me away before i blacked out. When i woke up again i was in the hospital. My head was pounding and i felt as though i hadn't slept in weeks. I looked around me and saw everyone of the band members in my room. I.M was the only one awake and when he noticed i was too he jolted out of his seat so fast. He then looked at me and hugged me. "I love you Minhyuk. We all do." I could feel tears hitting my shoulder. It's not often he cries and when he does you know it's serious. Panic rushed through me i tried to ask him what was going on but my voice wasn't working. He pulled away tears still falling. "We did what we had to Min. Please don't hate us." I looked at him with confusion. "You had a tumor and it was causing your brain to swell. You spazzed out and had another seizure. Your parents came in and gave them the okay they needed to remove it." My eyes grew wide causing him to continue speaking. "They said it may take a few days for your head to quit hurting and do to where it was at you may feel traumatized even though nothing actually happened which in turn will cause your voice to be gone for awhile." I nodded finally understanding. I had one question left but was unsure how to ask it. He grabbed a pen and a napkin so i wrote down one single word. Cancer? "Still there." He looked down at the ground. He was clearly very upset. I don't blame him. I was too. More than likely in a difference sense. Why was all of this happening to me at once? "On the plus side they mentioned that after removing the tumor it seems as though the cancer has shrunk. I'm not sure how that works but it did so perhaps just a few more weeks and it'll be gone." I smiled at him. I don't know why but i just felt like he needed it more than i did. He seemed to appreciate it as he hugged me once more. "I'm gonna wake up Jooheon and let him know you're awake. He's gonna be ecstatic." Changkyun got up but hesitated as he went to shake Jooheon. He finally did it and I watched Jooheon glare up at him. "I know you're finally sleeping but he's awake." I have never seen my lovers head snap as quick as it did in that moment. It seemed as though before i could blink he was at my side kissing me gently. I kissed him back and we seperated. His commotion stirred the rest of the group awake and they began to crowd around me. Hyungwon was the first to hug me. "I am so glad you're awake." Next it was Shownu, Kihyun, and then Wonho. I smiled at all of them as I.M explained that he got me caught up on everything. After that a doctor came in and said i was to stay in the hospital for another week and then i would be free to go. Within that week i recovered my voice and the cancer continued to shrink. Everything was finally doing so much better. Now if it could just go away so i could focus on the group and me and Jooheon life would be complete. After getting out of the hospital it took us about another week to get everything finished for our album. I walked into my room i shared with Wono and stared at him. After a minute he looked up at me clearly annoyed. "What?" "How are you and Shownu?" His face turned slightly red and he sat upright a bit moore. "We were concerned about you so we didn't focus on us all that much but at some point we hooked up. Aside from that and like one other date that's about it." "I'm sorry me being sick got in the way of you two." I sat down on his bed next to him. I really do feel bad. They should not have been that concerned about me. Though i do appreciate their love for me to be that worried that they couldn't even think about each other. I felt his arms wrap around me and pull me into a hug. "It's alright. Your better, our album is out everything is going well. Your even well enough for us to do our small tour. This is great. And the best part of it all is that you are doing better." I nodded and nuzzled into him a bit. I had chemo earlier this morning and was feeling exhausted. The door opened and i knew exactly who was on the other side. "What are you two doing." "Exactly what you think we are doing. I'm hugging him because he feels bad for interfering with me and Shownu." I sat up and looked at my boyfriend. "You are the king of jealousy you know that?" He nodded before sitting on my bed. I got off of Wonhos and sat next to him allowing him to cuddle me instead. "You two should figure out your feelings for one another though ya know? Do the other members even know?" Wonho shook his head. "No they don't. Shownu and i want to keep it that way and we really don't want to think about what could be for a while. I don't remember exactly why but it's what we agreed on." I looked down and began playing with a stray string on Jooheons shirt. I really hope none of that is my fault. All i want is for all f us members to be happy and all i have done so far is depress everyone. I will find a way to fix this. No matter how long it takes.
Authors Note: This story is almost done and for all of those who wanted an mpreg I am going to start working on the plot for that book. My main question for that would be who you'd want to be pregnant in that one. Jooheon or Minhyuk?
