I sat in my room anxiously awaiting for Shownu and Wonho to come back the apartment. I suggested that Shownu asks Wonho to go out with him and maybe get food. He could be romantic and they could go out by the lake or he could just bring it up while they were eating. Im not sure which he has decided to do. All I know is I am currently sitting on my bed as Jooheon lays next to me. I saw him glance in my direction and he sat upright. "Minhyuk. Their gonna be A while I'm sure." "I know that but I still can't sit still." I felt his arms wrap around me and his face nuzzle into the crook of my neck. "I know a way to distract you if you want." My body began to ache but my mind was beginning to rush and feel dizzy. "Not tonight." I felt him smile and he pulled me down and into his arms. We just layed like that until he reached over and turned on the TV to some drama I had never heard of. After another five minutes a wave if nasuea over whelmed me and I ran to the bathroom. After a few minutes I was done heaving and brought my knees to my chest and rested my head in them. The next thing I knew I was crying. It finally hit me how scared I am and how awful this whole situation is. The tears streamed and I was sobbing loudly. I heard the door open and foot steps soon followed. I then felt warm arms wrapped around me and began to rock me back and forth telling me it was okay. I then heard another door open and looked up to see Shownu and Wonho had walked into the room. Almost instantly they were on the floor with me and Jooheon. They hugged me and I stopped crying for a second. "What's the matter Minhyuk?" "I'm scared. I don't want this anymore. I want it to go away. I'm in pain I hurt so much." I started to cry again and I felt one of the rubbing part of my back as Jooheon kept his arms around me. "It's gonna be okay Min. Your the stongest one here. You'll beat this." I looked up at Shownu and was slightly surprised that Wonho was the one rubbing my back. "It'll just be a memory and we will laugh at how your acting right now. You'll see." I smiled at everyone and looked at Jooheon. He was smiling at me but I could see sadness in his eyes. He was scared for me to. "Thank you guys." I rested in my lovers arms for a bit until who was in the room finally clicked. "Oh my gosh how are you guys?" I sat upright too quickly and my head began to pound. I ignored it waiting for them to answer. Wonho had a slight blush over his cheeks and Shownu scratched the back of his head. "We wanna date for awhile before saying if we are actually a couple or not." I nodded understanding. "So we figured you guys might want to do a double date with us tomorrow? People are gonna talk if they see just us two out too much same goes for you two." Wonho had a point that I hadn't even thought of. Man was he right. I smiled at them and then looked at Jooheon. You could tell his mind was elsewhere. "What do you say Jooheon?" He looked at me with wide eyes. He definitely wasn't paying attention. "Wanna go on a double date with them?" He looked at them and smiled that bright Jooheonie smile that made my heart flutter. "For sure. What should we do?" After discussing what we were gonna do we all went to bed. The next morning we told the rest of the group what was going on, excluding the fact that Wonho and Shownu were dating, and left. We started are day off at our favorite breakfast joint. "What can I get you?" We looked at the waitress and smiled. I loved it when people around us didn't fully realise who we are. It makes the day that much better. "Could I get pancakes." "I'll have the same." "And I will have the breakfast platter." "And for you?" I looked at the waitress. I dont feel good today but I didn't want to cancel or ruin it. I really don't feel like eating either. "I'm good with my coffee." "Okay that'll be out soon." She smiled at us and walked off. I felt the others eyes on me. "I'm just not very hungry yet. I figured I would steal some of yours." Jooheon kept a suspicious eye on me but didn't say anything. He knew I had been up most of the night and more than likely knew I didn't want to ruin the day. We ate our food and soon headed to a mini golf course. We decided on this so that it wouldn't seem suspicious if we went in twos rather than four this way. We thought this would be best so everyone can have some time alone. Even though that's what we had planned we stayed as a group. It was much funner than I had thought it would be. Wonho tends to get an attitude when we do stuff like this and he's losing. Today however, he was rather pleasent. Perhaps he really does like Shownu. The day flew and I'm glad about that. My head was really starting to hurt along with everything else. We we're having dinner at the apartment. I looked at it but felt no need to eat. "We had a long day. I'm just gonna go to bed." "Minhyuk." I looked at Jooheon. He looked so worried I noticed Shownu and Wonho did as well. I then felt my knees go week and I collapsed to the ground. Jooheon caught me and layed me on the ground as everyone else started to crowd. I tried talking but I couldn't. My words just kept slurring together. What kind of cancer does this? I've never heard of this before. My eyes began to feel heavy and I let them close.
Authors Note:
I have decided not to make this story an mpreg. I know many of you were looking forward to it. Because if that I plan on writing an mpreg after I finish this book. I will let you all know the title in the last chapter so you can keep a look out for it.
Thank you for reading!
