Namjoon is sweet. You expected as much, but you didn't really expect it to be so...
Awesome.
His sweetness isn't him hanging off of you everywhere you go and always talking at you and nagging you like a child. No, it's him holding your hand as you walk through your assigned patrol. It's him kissing you when you wake up. It's him catching your eye across the camp and smiling shyly at you. It's him being him and you love it.
Everyday, you wake up with a deep-set worry that it was all your imagination and that you were just dreaming that the apocalypse could ever have something good in it. But then he kisses you in just the softest of ways when his eyes open and you melt all over again. Neither of you have said the three words that could possibly ruin everything, but you feel them every time he does something to show you that he wanted you. Cuddling, kissing, smiling... Anything, and you feel the adoration he has for you.
You aren't the only one that notices, either. Some of the boys, namely Jackson, Kunpimook, and Hoseok, fawn over the two of you, gushing at how cute you are when you're looking at each other 'like that'. Some of them aren't as happy, though. You've noticed Mark staring sadly at the two of you, even if he had a smile plastered across his face. Jinyoung seems to be angry about it, barely talking to either of you unless it was actually needed. Yoseob seemed to be fucking furious and wouldn't even look at you or the boys. Especially not you. And Yoongi...
Yoongi was scaring you.
He distanced himself from you every day to 'give you space to be with your new boyfriend'. You didn't believe him, considering that every night you and the boys cuddled up to each other, he held you tighter than usual. Almost like he expected you to try to leave. Yoongi didn't talk to you all that much anymore, still saying things like 'good morning' and 'eat up before it gets cold', but he no longer had long, deeply thought-out discussions with you. No more cuddling under the stars while you ate. No more of him braiding your hair... No more Big Brother Yoongi.
You didn't notice at first, but after a while, you started to miss him. You thought it was because you'd been paying so much attention to Namjoon that he felt he was being neglected and wasn't wanted, but with the way he holds you at night, you sincerely doubt it.
It almost seemed like he was jealous.
Which is ridiculous, I know! Min Yoongi being jealous because [Y/N] had a boyfriend? You're insane! He never acted like that when you had crushes in school. Ever. He just teased you and played around to try and cheer you up from the typical teenager hormone-induced fawning. How he was acting now... It was out of the blue.
You tried talking to him about it. Tried to ask him what was wrong. But he'd always shrug you off and tell you to not worry about it, he was fine.
But you've had enough. You both need to talk about this and there's no escaping this time.
When you wake up the morning after you decided to trap Yoongi into talking to you, he's not even in the tent. You huff and wiggle around to sit up, smiling down at Namjoon when he whines and tries to pull you back down.
"Joonie, I need to get up," you tell him, kissing his hand after prying it from your waist.
"But I wanna cuddle... And it's really early, why don't you just go back to bed, babe?" That name always made a shock run through you, your ears so unused to hearing such fondness from anyone other than your family and Yoongi's.
"Becauuuuuuuuuuse, I have important things to do today. Gotta eat and then I'm patrolling and then I need to hunt down our resident grump and THEN I need to load up to go to the gate. Busy bee today." You grinned down at him and leaned over, gently pressing a kiss to his cheek, flushing red when he turned to catch your lips with his. You'd never get used to this. Ever.
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Immune To Everything But You [HIATUS]
TerrorZombies aren't the only thing trying to sink their teeth into you.