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Mastigophobia

{мâѕтïgσρнøвιà}meaning: тнє fєαя σf ωнιρѕ, ¢нαιиѕ, αи∂/σя ρυиιѕнмєит.
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[ｗａｒｎｉｎｇ]: some things coming up may be disturbing to others. Viewers digression advised. (I always have wanted to say that lololol idk why)
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It's been two months and three weeks of me being here. It's been a pretty nice experience. Phoenix, Grey, and alex have all hung out with me lately, and it's been quite entertaining. Rey hasn't hung out with us as much, but he said that was pretty normal for himself. Today Alex and I would meet up, going to a party that I would soon learn to find a bad experience.

I had already fed Akira and wasn't dressed to impress, I wore a simple crop hoodie that was a size to big, so it looked like a smaller hoodie. I wore ripped jeans and checkered vans, my hair mainly hidden in my hood. When I met up with alex he looked like he was in a comfy mood too, wearing the same style as I. We walked together to the party, him inching slowly closer to me.

I smiled a bit, looking up to him. "what are you doing?" I giggled.

He smiled back, moving his hands threw his hair. "I'm just walkin with an angel that's what.. " he moved his hand to mine, his fingers lightly grazing my own.

I blushed and took my other hand, hiding my face. " I have told you already I'm no angel... "

He chuckled, intertwining his fingers with mine, making up hold hands. "Well then your my Guardian Angel. " he winked at me.

I blushed more, starting to think to my self. I already have had a crush on him, thinking he was cute and funny, while extremely flirty. But I hadn't been sure if I wanted to be in a relationship. I did love him, but I was unsure about taking it so fast.

I let him hold my hand, holding his back. " I'll accept my fate then. " I smiled a but more, looking to where music was coming from.

We both had walked into the house, where the party was being hosted. Alex knew the guy hosting it, named Michel.

We were welcomed by a male, his hair shaggy and crazy, wearing a sports hoodie, from the school football team, and jeagings. he winked at me, then wrapped his arm around Alex.

"hey dude what's poppin!" he laughed, clearly drunk. "Who's this lovely lady you got here eh?" he asked, pointing a crooked finger at me.

I stayed quiet, not wanting to get into the conversation. I have had bad experiences with drunks, nit admitting it to Alex though. I leaned in towards alex a bit, feeling insecure.

He looked back at me, then at the guy. "She's a friend of mine... " he said cautiously.

The guy laughed, reaching his arm to my face, grazing his hand over me. "Well, then you wouldn't mind me, yea know, 'borrowin' her eh?" he smirked.

I moved my face away from his hand, shaking my head.

Alex spoke up, his expression changing from kind to frustration. "No, Josh, you may not. She's not just an item for an asshole like you to use. " he says, pushing Josh away.

Josh looks hurt, but looks back at me, smirking. "either way, I'll be seeing you tonight again. " he says, before walking off.

I feel my anxiety rise more, holding onto Alex. "c-can we go please...?" I ask him, looking down.

He shook his head, wrapping his arm around me. " he's just drunk, he won't do anything when I'm with you. "

I didn't want to fight with him, so I kept quiet. We walked together for a while, finally sitting down with Alex and Phoenix. She had been drinking beers, a few lined up one by one.