Ragged Elizabeth

Chapter 18: Just a Dream

Gab’s POV

hmm…

napabalikwas ako nung nakita kong mataas na ang araw sa labas…

“Faith?”

where is she???

wait.

am I just dreaming?

tinignan koang sarili ko…

im still wearing all of my clothes….

then it’s just a dream…

I wish it was true.

Faith’s POV

*tok tok*

“are you okay?” tanong nya sakin…

“not really… im sorry di kita nasmahaan sa breakfast” sabi ko

“it’s okay…”

then he gave me that concerned look….

and I just broke down and cry….

he hugged me and tapped myback…

“it’s okay…im here for you…”

inilabas kolahat ng luhang di ko magawang ilabas kagabi….

*Flashback*

we went to a place… I think this is his condo…

and there we started reminiscing what we have…

the touch…

the kiss…

the look…

the sensation…

and everything we have shared before…

I never thought na mawawala sakin si Gab simula nung dumating sya…

I want to feel everything…

because I know… bukas…

magiging isang panaginip na lag ang lahat ng ito….

our  last kiss…

our last touch…

our last dance…

our last tender moment….

when Gab was asleep….

I started crying quietly…

I stared at his face… long enough to remember every detail of it….

then I layed beside him… my head resting on his arm… my HAPPY PLACE…

then I kissed him….

I will always miss this….

“I love you Gab….im sorry…imsorry kung di na kita nahintay dumating….pero I want to tell you na nagtiis ako… I tried na hintayin ka…at kahit ngayon…. hinihintay pa rin kita….”

pinunasan ko yung luha ko…

“I wish…I wish you would want me back…. isang salita mo lang Gab babalik ako sayo…..pero mukang Malabo… kasi iba na ang tingin mo sa akin…. I wish you would let me explain everything….”

kinuha kona yung mga damit ko at sinuot yun…sa bahay na ko magshashower…binihisan ko na rin si Gab…

“pag gising mo Gab…isang panaginip na lang ang lahat….sana kahit panaginip lang…wag mo kong kalimutan… try to remember that it was real….”

I kissed him again… that would be the last…

“I love you….”

then I went bak to the house…

nanlalambot pa ko,dumeretcho ako sa banyo at nagbabad sa bath tub….

I was just there looking at nothing but space….

then after that…nahiga lang akosa kama…

praying sana matapos na yung sakit….

specially this one in my heart… kasi di ko na ata kaya…

parang in just one moment sasabog na lahat ng nasa dibdib ko…

I want to cry hysterically

gusto ko itapon lahat ng gamit na makikita ko

gusto ko magpakalango sa alak…

pero…

di naman nun maaalis tong sakit eh….

tanging ikaw lang Gab ang makakapagtanggal nito…

pero ngayon….

masasanay na lang ako siguro sa sakit na to hanggang sa maging manhid na ko.

*end of flashback*

Gab’s POV

“dude… did I really bid the highest?” tanong ko kay De Castro…

he was the one with me kahapon that’s why I think that it will be the best to ask him what really happened…

“yes… you won her dance” sabi ni De Castro

“after that? kasama ko ba sya umalis?” tanong ko

“I don’t know dude… sana sinabi mo kagabi na bantayan kita para masagot ko yang tanong mo… what happened? tell me” sabi nya

*sigh*

“I dreamt of making love with her, its so realistic that I thought it was real…but when I woke up… I am completely dressed with the same clothes I wore last night”

“geez dude malala na yan… kung kelan ka tumanda tsaka ka nagkawet dream, una na ko dude, congratulations with your dream” he said mockingly

darn that dream….

bakit kasi panaginip lang?

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a/n:

pasensya sa mga nagexpect ng detailed BS pero wala po ako sa mood… paano naman kasi wala man lang nagpaparamdam ayan tinabangan tuloy ako… tatapusin ko na nga to kasi mukang di active readers dito….ngayon lang ako magtataray…pwede ba yang pagpaparamdam nyo na nga lang puhunan ko ayaw nyo pa ibigay????where’s your humanity??? (ang arte?). next chapter would be a fast forward… ang nabibilisan pwes habulin nyo! haha. BS? di kopa sure kung kelan ulit… basta next chapter ay sana may mabigyang linaw. orayt tama na exposure ko.

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