wowowow i want to kill myself
mood swings are fucking awful
wednesday i was sad for no reason
yesterday i was in a manic state and everything was fucking amazing
but now
now i want to fucking kill myself
i hate everything about myself
my face is ugly
my eyes are too close together
my lips are small
i have a fat face
i have an ugly widows peek
i have a small forehead that looks fucking huge in pictures
my eyebrows are two different fucking shapes
then there's my body
my upper arms are very chubby
my back fat is disgusting
my stomach is pasty and fat
my love handles are also disgusting
my butt is fucking small compared to the rest of my body
my thighs are huge
my calf muscles are hideously huge
my fingers are always swollen because i have fucking eczema which loves to fuck me over all of the fucking time
my collarbone is non existent
i slouch which causes a stupid bump on the back of my neck
and my fucking hair never looks good no matter how i style it and it makes me want to shave my goddamn head
AND MY PERSONALITY DOESNT EVEN MAKE UP FOR MY UGLINESS
because i'm a fucking bitch all the time
and i'm clingy and mean and stubborn and i push everyone away because i have to make everything about myself
i really want to kill myself, i feel like no one would miss me, i'm going to go cry
