Changed.

Chapter 19

"Do you want to?"

Holy shit.

Holy.

Shit.

He's asking to have sex.

Okay don't freak out. Stay chill.

I looked in his eyes ready to answer.

"Yes."

Cody smiled and then kissed me fiercely.

My mom always said that when you really love someone then it's not sex. It's giving your all to someone who is willing to give you their all. Hence what you're doing is making love.

I find it ironic how Cody's mum let is lay together with the thought that we weren't going to do anything.

Cody began to take my shirt off. He pulled it over my head without any trouble. His mouth quickly returned to mine.

I honestly have no idea what I'm doing. I'm nervous but at the same time I'm not. I'm not embarrassed to be naked in front of Cody, I'm just afraid that I won't be good.

I took a mental deep breath.

You can do this.

I wouldn't want to be losing my virginity to anyone else.

Cody's hand played with the hem of my under wear. Then his hand fiercely slipped under to my butt and he squeezed it.

Okay tiger chill out.

His hand pulled up to my bra strap that he began to undo. He succeeded in getting it undone. He sat up a little so I could dispose of it.

With us both sitting up I placed it on the floor. With my chest all out in the open Cody stared at me.

"You're so beautiful," he said.

I but my lip and blushed. My eyes found their place at his boxers. Clearly little Cody was excited and ready to go.

I wrapped my arms around his neck then began kissing his mouth. Then slowly moving down to his jaw line.

Okay let's try to be sexy.

I slowly slid my hand down his chest to his boxers.

Another mental deep breath as I pulled them down leaving him fully naked.

He pushed me down back to my laying position and kicked his boxers to the floor.

He kissed down my collar bones, my chest, then my belly. He stopped right before he got to my under wear.

He looked up at me as if again asking for clearance to the mother ship. I nodded and then he pulled them off and threw them away.

He came back up to my face and kissed me deeper. I felt his member on my thigh as we kissed.

So this is what a penis feels like.

The feeling of his chest touching mine was warm.

As if I couldn't get anymore hot and bothered Cody started rubbing me. Basically I let out a moan that sounded like a whale being run over.

"You're so wet," Cody growled in my ear.

Cody's dirty talk sounded like dark velvet.

His finger trailed over my hole. Teasing me is what he's doing. I was actually almost begging him in my kisses to pleasure me.

Then slowly I felt Cody place one finger inside me. As if he felt that he was going to hurt me, he did it slowly. Probably making sure that I was okay.