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What I Deserve

To be honest, I have no idea where I'm going with this. I know where I want it to go but it's not going there you know?

Anyways, ENJOY!

Ayleo, 

I guess I should have stopped him and I really did want to but I'm kind of getting tired now. I love him but if he won't accept it then I might as well give up. He deserves better anyway. 

I decided to cancel the studio session we had today when I thought Mateo was missing so now I'm stuck in the house. Honestly though, that's not a bad thing. I really give no fucks, I am not leaving this house. 

There was a knock on the front door so I got up and went to answer it.

"Leloo!" Renzell screamed in my ear after jumping on me.

"Damn it Renz. Your heavy." I chuckled.

"I don't care." He snuggled up closer to me. I smiled at his cuteness. "Hug me back." He wined.

"Ok damn." I squished him as close to me as possible.

"Yay." 

"Now get off." I wheezed. He was literally crushing my lungs.

"But I don't want to." He started playing in my dreads.

After that I gave up. Little does he know, I love when he plays in my dreads but of course, I'm not telling him that.

"Renz." I whined.

"Fine. I didn't come here to cuddle anyway." 

"Cuddle?" I asked raising an eyebrow.

"Yes stupid bitch, anyway, I came to ask you a very important question and if you love me you'll say yes." He smiled.

"Not if it involves leaving this house." I sighed.

"Why not? At least let me ask first." He pouted.

"Fine."

"Yay! Ok so, there's like this ball type thing right? And it's, like, all white themed. You know how much I've always wanted to go to one of these right? Anyway, yesterday I kind of, like, bought some tickets."

"Renz get to the point." I laughed, sort of already knowing the question.

"Do you want to go to the ball with me Cinderella?" He asked as fast as possible.

"N- Nigga no. Just because you called me Cinderella."

"But-"

"Naw. Too late." I laughed walking into the kitchen.

"Ayleo please I- I just..." He stopped in the doorway.

"I'm so tired of people not telling me stuff." I huffed. "Just tell me."

"I just really wanted to go." He sighed.

"Then g-."

"No! I wan't to go with you!"

"Wh-"

"I just wanted to go with you and have fun. I always want to spend time with you but it's always, "Naw, me and Teo..." this and, "Me and teo..." that. I love you can't you see that!" He yelled.