I was walking on the sidewalk, bumping into people's shoulders, without even noticing them.
Some of them would curse on me, but I was too depressed to fight back.
It felt like that I was living in a dead body, because I wasn't feeling anything. I was just walking, not seeing them all around me.
Is there a way for Namjoon to be saved?
Suddenly, my cellphone started ringing in my pocket. I stopped, leaning against a wall, taking a look at the phone screen.
It was Yoongi. I didn't know whether to pick it up or not, after a bit struggling with my feelings, I declined his phonecall, hoping that he'd give up on calling me.
I rubbed my arms against the cold, staring down at my shoes as I started to walk.
My cellphone started ringing, once again, but I didn't look at my phone screen this time, because I knew that it was one of the boys, trying to call me.
"I hate being ignored, you know?" A familiar voice asked, placing his hand on my shoulder, causing me to turn around.
"I-I didn't mean to—"
"Min Fucking Yoongi, couldn't you wait a bit longer for me?!" Jungkook shouted, cutting me off, running towards us as he was holding two vanilla ice creams in his hands, then he switched his glance at me, staring at me shockingly. "Y/N?! What are you doing here?"
"I was just passing by." I replied.
"So," Jungkook said, then he licked his ice cream. "You want some?"
I shook my head, switching my glance at Yoongi. "What are you two doing here?"
"After school, we decided to have a little fun," Yoongi replied, patting Jungkook's hair. "Because this kid needed to forget about an asshole."
An asshole? Hojin, right?
"What are your plans for today?" Jungkook asked me.
I shrugged.
"Don't you want to come with us?" Jungkook continued. "We're going to the—"
"She is definitely going home, Jungkook," Yoongi said, cutting Jungkook off, meaning that he wants to spend his time with him alone. "Am I right, Y/N?"
I nodded unwantedly.
Jungkook elbowed Yoongi on the arm, causing Yoongi to start coughing, then he turned his face at me. "There's a good coffee shop around here."
Yoongi rolled his eyes, encircling his arm around Jungkook's shoulder. "Jungkook's right," Then, he turned his face at me. "Why don't you come with us?"
I shrugged.
Jungkook gripped my wrist. "You have no choice, Y/N."
I let a breath out, smiling at his face. "Fine."
We started walking towards the nearest coffee shop as Yoongi and Jungkook finished eating their ice creams.
After a few minutes walking, we arrived at the coffee shop, then we entered it, chose a table, and we all took a seat.
A waitress walked towards us, and we ordered three cups of coffee.
"So," Yoongi broke the silence. "Why did you ignore my phonecall?"
Jungkook pinched Yoongi in the leg. "Take her lightly."
I laughed. "It's okay, Jungkook," I said, letting a breath out. "I was just not in the mood to answer any phonecalls."
"PERFECT!" Yoongi mumbled as Jungkook pinched him in the leg, again.
"Where are the others?" I asked.
"Well, Seokjin is probably in his kitchen, cooking only god knows what, Hoseok is in his bedroom, probably locked himself up once again, Jimin is at principal Jang's house, because his wife was giving birth to their third child, so Jimin is babysitting their children," Yoongi replied, then he yawned. "And Taehyung, well, he's an alien so he can be anywhere."
Jungkook and I were laughing at Yoongi as the waitress placed three cups of coffee on our table, looking down at Jungkook. "Don't you need anything?"
"Thank you," I replied in behalf of Jungkook, meaning that I want her to get lost, causing the waitress to roll her eyes at me, leaving us alone, then I placed my lips on the cup, taking a sip of the coffee, looking at Yoongi and Jungkook that were staring at me with their eyebrows raised and with a what the fuck face. "What? I didn't want to see you all over her as she was moaning your name," I took another sip of the coffee. "Listen, you guys are meant to be together. I don't want anyone to get on your way."
Jungkook blushed, staring down at his coffee.
"After all, Yoongi would never suck any cucumbers." I said, laughing.
"WHAT THE—?!" Yoongi shouted, causing Jungkook to laugh as well. "Why the hell don't I remember anything about that?"
•••
They walked me home, and we all said goodbye.
I went upstairs, straight to my bedroom, then I sat down on my bed as something grabbed my attention; the red rose.
I covered my face with my hands, closing my eyes, tightly.
I was happy a few hours ago, but what's happening to me, now?
Why does the pain always find its way? Why does it always hunt me down?
I'm wounded and these wounds will not heal.
Am I cursed?
Suddenly, my bedroom door opened, causing me to jump out of the bed, staring at him as he was running towards me.
"What are you doi—"
"No time for this," Seokjin said, cutting me off. "I've got some bad news," He continued, gripping my wrist, forcing me run with him downstairs, causing me to widen my eyes. "About Namjoon."
[A/N]
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