HANA
BEFORE THE PARTY
“Okay….the drinks are all in the coolers and the punch is poppin’.” Wesley sounded from out the kitchen.
“Kay…” I scrolled through my phone looking at the endless music selection. I was picking out some fun, upbeat songs to play tonight. For now, I only had 4 or 5 songs right now as my playlist didn't really consist of EDM songs but only the ones we practice cheer for.
“Ugh.” I suddenly gave up and threw my phone onto my lap as I sat with my legs straight out in front of me and my back against the big speakers in the foyer. I closed my eyes and my mind took me to my calm place. It was a spring field with a specific person but they weren't there. Someone else took their place. They held brown orbs in their sockets, matching the short hair on their head. Thunder surrounded them and a sad cloud hinged above their head.
Why was she here? In my happy place?
“Han-Han, are you really sleeping right now?” Wesley came sat down beside me and I squinted my eyes open and looked at him sideways.
“No, I'm just-just really um-i don't know I'm just thinking about something.” I leaned forward resting my head on my arms as they hung over my knees. He hummed as he stared at his phone, a little smile forming on his face.
I watched him as he giggled like a schoolgirl as he typed on his phone. I became interested in his weird behavior and scooted closer to him. Once I was I close enough, I peeked over into his phone.
J💓?
Before I could see any more, he yanked his phone out my sight almost hitting me in the face.
“Who you texting?” I asked him with a fake attitude. I could care less if he texting some guy, I'm just very noisy.
“No one...why you care anyway?” He quickly turned off his phone and shove it into his pocket.
“Because I can and I do. So who was it?” He rolled his eyes at me and shrugged his shoulders.
“Okay, you don't have to tell me,” I can see him unravel a bit, relieved, “I’ll just find out myself.” I pounced on him, locking his arms down. He easily got out of my weak grip but I started to tickle him. He turned into a laughing mess and I easily grabbed his phone out his pocket. I unlocked it with my fingerprint and was revealed what he was hiding.
I snickered a bit when I saw the subtle flirting going on between him and J. Suddenly before I can even give Wesley his phone to sulk in embarrassment the friendly name, Mani, popped down from the top of the screen.
“Was it him? Did he text back? Lemme see.” He reaches for his phone but I pulled away from his range. I look at his screen in confusion as I click on Mani’s name.
“No...it’s Mani.”
“Oh yeah. I meant to tell you earlier but it seems like she won't be able to make it.” I send him a glare and look back at the texts. They were about what Wesley said but with an excuse. An ugly one.
She... Had... A... Date. With some dude, who I wanted to choke right now. I turned off his phone and handed it back roughly. All the moods to party with are suddenly gone.
Gosh, I knew that one that this would happen. She’s too pretty to be single.
I groaned as I raked my fingers through my hair. I whined and kicked the air like a baby. Gosh, I hate my life.
As I continued my tantrum, I could hear Wesley amusing my ridiculous fit. I send him another glare and he shuts up immediately. I get up and run to my room, making sure to lock the door.
I’ll just sulk in here for a while.
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DURING THE INCIDENT WITH AMBER
I followed her familiar black hoodie to the living room where only a few people hanged. I watched her, through my blurry drunk eyes, sit and looked around uncomfortably.
Maybe...I should make her feel comfortable.
“Why did you leave me?” I whined and jumped in lap and to my surprise, I fitted well on top of her like I was made to lounge on her. I felt her shift underneath before I heard her voice in my ear.
“Hana get off of me you're drunk you wouldn't normally do this.”
“I'm not drunk. I thought this is what you wanted, I thought you liked me.” I let my body melt into hers as I got comfortable.
“Yes, you are.” I heard the anger in her voice this time as she argued back with me. Maybe I have to prove to her that I'm not drunk.
“Well if I was drunk would I do this.” Before my inner sober self could register what was happening my drunken self had kissed Amber. As Amber struggled to get me off of her and so did my sober self, I deepen the kiss. My mind wasn't even thinking of Amber but of Mani. How I wish it was her I was kissing but it wasn't.
“Why aren't you kissing me back?” I whined when I didn't feel her lips moving. I blinked through my drunken gaze, trying to become sober and stop myself.
“Because it isn't right and you have a boyfriend.” She pushed me off of her and I landed halfway on the floor and on the sofa. I looked around with a now sober stare and noticed the crowd around us. I felt my cheeks burn up and tears sting my eyes. I watched her back as she left me alone in the spotlight with my mask off.
How could she just undress me like that? Make me show my real self.
I quickly regained myself and put on my mask before anyone could see through me.
“What you looking at, huh?!” I yell at the crowd and push myself through them. I hurried upstairs to my room and collapsed on my bed. I quickly texted Wesley to end the party and a few minutes later I heard him claim he saw the police down the street.
After everyone emptied out the house, he came up to my room and comfort me. He told he saw what happen and he felt bad. That night I didn't what to be alone because I didn't want to wake up to the horrid mess in the morning and believe me, I felt it coming.
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A/N:
Creame
So sorry im hella late with this chapter. Im going to be honest i did had a writers block with my part but i tried my best to overcome it. I hope you realy enjoy seeing through Hana's eyes.
As you can see, she is a very confusing person and has many struggles. So i hope you can understand what she is going through.
And if you didnt understand she got drunk because of Mani and got lost with Amber.
More drama next section!!!!
