struggling Joshaya

Part 14

Month later.(July):

*RILEY*

I woke up. Looked at my phone and realized. It's 1st July. My dad has to go to airport and pick up Shawn and Kady...
-"Goodmorning mom" I sad as I walked in kitchen...
-"Goodmorning Riley"
-"Did dad already leave?"
-"Yes. About 10 minutes back"
-"Ahh. I still can't believe she is in Paris and I am here in New York"
-"Ahh Riley. She is following her dreams. Besides you will visit her on Winter break" she tried to calm me down...
-"Yeah. I guess. But then again we are gonna be alone for Christmas in Paris"
-"You will be fine. Calm down"

Hour later:

I was watching TV when dad, Shawn and Kady wallked in.
-"Omg. Hi" I ran up to them...
-"Hi Riley!" Kady said...
-"So how is Paris? How is Maya? Is she ok?"
-"Riley calm dow. Paris is amazing, Maya is ok. Everything is fine" Shawn said...

When I was done talking to them I went to my room... I opened my computer and skyped Maya...

MAYA: Hi Riles

RILEY: Hi Peaches

MAYA: Did mom and dad arive?

RILEY: Yes. Few minutes ago

As i was talking to Maya someone knocked on my doore...

RILEY: Am Maya wait a minute...

Josh walked in...
-"Um hi Riley"
-"Hi Josh. Did you want something?"
-"Umm not really. Just wanted tk ask how is Maya?"
-"She is ok... You could ask Kady and Shawn you know" I said with a smirk on my face...
-"Yeah but if I ask them, they are gonna tell that to her" he said while puting his hand on the beck of his neck...
-"Ok Josh"He left...

RILEY: You heard all of it?

MAYA: Yeah kind of...

RILEY: You two should really talk

MAYA: No no no. It's better if we don't. It's hurting bouth of us if we are something but I am on the other side of the world.

RILEY: It's hurting him...

MAYA: Riley...I have to go. We have campus tour. Talk to you later. Love you. Bye!

RILEY: Bye sweetheart.

We said goodbye. I am realy sad that I don't get to hug her every day... but she is following her dreams.
Last night I stayed the night in my parents apartment because I had a little fight with Lucas...

-"Ok guys I am going to go home" I said as I walked in livingroom...
-"Ready to go home and stop fighting with Lucas?" Mom asked...
-"No. I think I am gonna give him silent treatment" I loughee a little but acctualy tought of it...
-"Honey" mom started but I cut her off...
-"Mom. I know what I am doing. And if It's a mistake well... I have to learn"
-"Ok. Just don't tease him for a long time" dad said...
-"Ok ok" I loughed...

I got home. I walked in and saw Lucas sitting in kitchen... I walked past him and went in my room. I heard his steps coming closer. I laid on bed.
-"Riley" He said as he entered room...
I didn't answer.
-"Hey, listen, I am sorry about what hapened yesterday"
I didn't answer him.
-"Are you really not gonna talk to me?"
He got little angrier. I stood up. Walked to bathroom. I shut the door behind my back and locked it...
I herd how something fell on the ground and broke. Lucas. He got angry and trew a glass vaze on the flore.
I sat in that bathroom for 5 hours. I walked out and saw Lucas still siting on the bed...
-"Can we talk now?" He asked...
-"I am gonna sleep on couch" I was walking thourds the door...
-"Why? Riley talk to me?" He said...
-"Well maybe you should get drunk and then we can talk" I snaped back...
-"Riley please" there was sadnes in his voice...
-"Goodnight Lucas" I left the room...
-"Real mature Riley" I heard him yell...

Next morning:

I woke up. I went to the kitchen. There were pancakes and a note on the table...it said:
*Goodmorning love. I went on a walk. Have a good breakfast*
Ahh. My head was turned. I didn't know what to do. I was thinking and suddenly he walked in.
-"Riley can we please talk?"
-"Fine, lets hear it"
-"Riley I am really sorry about what I did"
-"yeay you should"
-"Riley" he started, but I cut im off..
-"No. Stop Roleying me. What you did was stupid"
-"I know and I am really sorry"
-"You don't do that. Where did you even get the alcohol?"
-"Riley.."
-"No. Tell me. Who bought you that alcohol?"
-"Josh"
-"What?" I was so shocked...
-"But I asked him. Don't turn that on him"
-"Oh I am turning it on him. Do you know what would've hapened if Zay wouldn't be here?"
-"I do. And I am so asshamed"
-"Well I don't think you do. You could've died don't you get it" I started to cry...
-"Riley I get it"
-"No. It seems like you don't think about people who love you. People who care about you. What would have happened if you sliped? What if your hands would have slipped off of that balcony?"I was crying hard...
-"Riley. I didn't. Eerything is fine" he started to get closer...
-"But what if you would've? What would I do if I lost you? How would I live without you. Lucas I love you. You are the one. I don't want to live without you" I sat on the chair and put my head in my hands...
-"Riley. I love you. You are the one for me and you won't have to live without me"
I went up to him. He lifted my head and looked in my eyes...
-"I love you Riley Matthews"
He leaned down and kissed me. After some time he was ready to pull apart but I pulled him closer. I wraped my arms around his neck. He was still in his jacket so I pulled it of and jumped on him. His hands were on my legs lifting me up. We went to our room. He trew me on the bed pulling apart from the kiss. I started to lough.

Later that evening:

We were sitting on tge couch and talking.
-"So are we good?" Lucas asked...
-"Well we can go in that bedroom and talk it over again" I said...
-"I can't believe those words came out of your mouth" he said giggling...
-"yeah me neather" I loughed and kissed him...