struggling Joshaya

Part 17

Few days later at Katys apartment:

*MAYA*:

I was sitting in my bedroom when suddenly my phone rang...

JOSH💞: 'We need to talk'

I felt tears forming in my eyes. I didn't know what I would say to him. That I am sorry, that I was stupid?That I regret everything... My heart was beating so fast when my phone rang again...

JOSH💞: 'Maya. You there?'

MAYA: 'Yes. When?'

JOSH💞: 'At Topangas in hour?'

MAYA: 'Um.. Yeah sure'

I started to panick. I mean what would he possible want? He ignored me few days ago. If he wants to meet me, just to lough and spit in my face... I can't take it. These toughts are not leaving my head. I need to take my mind of of it. So I start to get ready. I throw on some black skinny jeans, t-shirt and jean jacket....

At topangas:

*JOSH*:

I got there first. I ordered us some smoothies. I was nervous. I was still mad but I wanted to talk...
I looked up just to see the most beautiful girl enter the Topangas. Maya. Shee looked breathtaking...

-"Hi Josh" she said softly...
-"Hi Maya" I looked up to see her eyes." Take a seat"
-"Josh. What did you want to talk about? I mean you ignored me COMPLETLY few days ago" she said confuesd...
-"I was mad. I was mad about you. I am mad that you left, more mad that you made that decision for me. I" my words just stoped...
-"You what?" She asked...
-"I...I-I...I still love you" i spit it out...
-"What? Josh" She was shocked...
-"I never stoped. I felt that every day for you. And It broke me again and again and AGAIN every day."
-"Josh. I am so so so sorry. I know what I did was wrong and bad. I know that. It broke me everyday too. All I could think about was you here in New York with some other girl" she said and started to cry...
-"Well. If we are completly honest there was a girl. I thought I liked her, but I realized she was just to forget you" My eyes started to fill up with tears...
-"Josh. It's ok. I said to you when I left I don't want you to wait for me. When..umm when did you broke up with her?"
-"Month ago" I said...

We kept talking....

-"Maya. I love you"
-"Josh I love you too"

As soon as I heard those word leave her mouth I stood up. She stood up to. I hugged her and left a kiss on her lips.

At Rileys apartment:

We walked in hand in hand. That left a shock on Rileys and Lucas face...

-"Umm what's that?" Riley said as she pointed to our arms...
-"Well..." I started whe I was cut iff by my niece...
-"aww. I am so happy for you guys." She screamed and ran to us...
-"Thanks Riles" Maya said as she was hugging her best friend...

We ate dinner. Riley and Lucas started to clean up. Me and Maya sat on the couch...

*MAYA*:

We were sitting on couch.
-"Josh. There is something I want to ask you" I started...
-"what?"
-"Well. I know it's too soon, but I am moving out of my parents apartment, so I was wondering if you would like to move in with me. I think you need to leave Topanga and Cory alone" i started loughing....
-"Of course Maya. I would love to move in with you"

I leaned and kissed him. He pulled away from kiss and jumped up from the couch "I am moving in with Maya" he screamed. Riley and Lucas gave us look and smiled...

A month later:

We just moved to our new place. We bought beautiful 2 bedroom apartment.

-"So. What do you want to do for our first official night in this apartment?" Josh asked with a smirk...
-"Well. I don't kniw? You have any ideas?" I asked playfuli...
-"I was thinking Netflix and chill"
-"Ohhh yeah" we bought bursted in loughs...

It was getting darker outside. It was 8PM. We sat on the couch. I cuddled up to Josh. We started our movie when the door rang...

-"I'll go open it" I said as I got up and left a kiss on Joshs lips...

I went up to open door. I opened door and there was a beautiful brunet standing in my doorway...

-"Hi. Can I help you?" I asked...
-"Yes. Is Josh here?" She asked...
-"Yes. Who are you?" I was clueless...
-"I am Joshs ex girlfriend. I bave to tell him something" she shocked me...
-"Oh yeah.. of course come in" I led her to livingroom...

We walked in libingroom.
-"Josh" I said "There is someone who wants to talk to you"

He turned his had and was shocked...

-"Carol, what are you doing here? Hiw did you found out where I live?" Josh asked...
-"Your parents told me! I have some news" Carol said...
-"Maybe I should leave you two alone" I started but Josh cutt me off...
-"No. Stay"

-"Ok so. Josh... I am pregnant" Carol said. As soon as those words left her mouth my heart droped. I looked over to see Josh. He was in shock...

-"What?" He finally said...
-"Yeah. I found out few weeks ago. I am 10 weeks pregnant"

Josh collapsed on couch. He put his head in his arms and started to cry....

-"Um Carol can you please leave your phone number. We will call you tomorrow. I promise" I said...
-"Yeah of course.I am sorry" she started...
-"No you did the right thing. He has to know" I said...

I walked her to the door. When I went beck in the livingroom there was noone there...
I walked in our bedroom and saw that the bathroom door was shut...

-"Josh. Talk to me" I said...
-"Maya. I ruened everything. Now I am finnaly with the girl I love" he started to cry...
-"Josh. Nothing is gonna change between the two of us. I mean it. I love you. Can you please come out?" I said...

He walked out and sat on the bed. I walked up to him. Kissed his cheek.
-"Everything is gonna be ok!" I assured him...
-"How do you know that?" Josh asked...
-"Because I have you and you have me. And now we will have a little boy or girl here." I said...
-"Yeah. But that won't be our kid. That will be mine" he kept argueing...
-"But I will love him like he is mine. You know why? Becayse I love you! "
-"Maya. I love you so so so SO much" he smiled...
-"I love you more"

I moved on top of him. I started to leave kisses from his lips down his neck. I pulled away and riiped his buttun up open. His eyes widened... His hands started to wonder up and down my beck when they finnaly slipped under my shirt. He unhukked my bra. We fell back on bed... he turned me around allowing me to remove  his shirt completly. I then turned him around. Now i was on top of him. He grabbed my shirt and pulled it over my head, ripped my bra of...
I started to unzip his pants...
Tge night went on....