Lyric of the chapter:
"We've seen eachother naked, seen eachother cry. You make me not wanna die." - That's So Us (Allie X)
(A/N just saying you should listen to Allie X cause she's fricken great)
Trigger warning: mentions of self harm, self hate, mental illness, and language
Remus laid in his bed, staring at the ceiling. He'd just woke up from another one his nightmares. It was either nightmares or no sleep at all for him. He sighed and got out of bed. He decided to take a shower, considering he was covered in sweat.
He shut off the water and stepped out of the tub. Remus grabbed a towel to dry off but stopped as he saw all the scars across his body. All of them had been caused from himself. Some on purpose, others accidents from thrashing around in his sleep or from panicking. He grimaced. He really did hate his body. Suddenly he heard his phone vibrate from the other room. He wrapped the towel around his waist and headed towards his bed.
Remus picked up his phone and smiled at who was messaging him. It was the boy he'd had a crush on since highschool. He quickly replied.
(Lupin, Sirius)
Moony!
Hey, pads
Hey are you busy
No,why?
Cause! Me and James are going to town. I thought you'd like to come.
Yeah, I'd love to. Thanks, Siri
Anytime, Remmy!
Remus smiled to himself again and set his phone down. He got up and threw on a sweater and some pants before heading out to meet James and Sirius.
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Human Error
FanfictionThis is a Wolfstar fic. It's a modern AU where they're a year out of highschool and in college. Credit to RealisticWriter_ for the cover.
