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angst?? | seungjin

before the relationship of seungjin. seungmin was quiet about his feelings. he didn't really like talking about crushes, his love life. that subject in general. because it revolved around hwang hyunjin.

the hwang hyunjin who was sweet, humble. amazing, kind. he was so gentle and caring to where maybe hyenas could like him.

but that was the biggest problem. hyunjin was so likeable that seungmin didn't know how to confront him sometimes.

it was scary to see someone so handsome and talented. he knew there were so many people out there that would be a perfect match for hyunjin.

and he knew one of those people weren't him.

some nights he'd be really stressed about it. it seemed silly but yes. people do cry over people. it's a fact. it happens daily.

I guess you could say that his love for hyunjin was strong. and only really woojin knew that. one night he caught seungmin crying in the bathroom. his eyes puffy, he couldn't even explain because his words were clogged in his throat. his hands shaking slightly as woojin tried to comfort him.

so once he explained, woojin tried to be careful and made sure when it came to hyunjin. hyunjin didn't say anything about relationships or dating. any of that. he even told chan about what was happening. because he was their trusted leader and seungmin didn't deserve having to cry so often.

one night, seungmin wasn't having the best slumber. first it was tossing n turning. second it was now him sweating and clenching his hands into fist. the third was worse. he started yelling in his sleep. screaming something in English that only some of the members understood.

"wake him up!" felix yelled, he was the first one hear the yelling because he was seungmin's roommate. jisung then woke up too, all the members following in.

the fact that seungmin couldn't wake up from the movement or noise his members were making. so hyunjin tried something else. he made everyone stop talking and shouting so they could hear what he was saying. but, only felix, chan, and jisung could understand. so they had to translate to the other four.

"p-please don't leave me.." seungmin whispered.. his eyes were closed shut and his body was trembling.

hyunjin sitting next to him on his bed, he started to talk to him. "we're not going to leave you seungmin."

few seconds later. he responds.

"y-you promise..."

"we promise."

minutes later, seungmin stopped screaming. his body was still shaking, a bit sweaty. but something about hyunjin calmed him down. which of course amazed the others.

"do you think he'll be fine?" jeongin questioned.

"yeah, I think it was a nightmare." woojin told, "it happens. now let's go to bed alright guys? felix and jisung watch over him. if he starts yelling again call us."

the two boys nodded and everyone escorted out of the room. hyunjin was the last to leave and felt someone guilty leaving him. seungmin's voice was asking for help. he wanted to stay. it felt more of the right thing to do.

the next morning, seungmin woke up with a headache. during breakfast he gotten a weird explanation about what happened during last night which sort of left him embarrassed. 

he even was informed that hyunjin calmed him down during the whole fiasco. it was surprising because he thought chan and his parent senses would kick in right away. but I guess his assumption was wrong.