Missing You [sequel to "idiot"; yoongi x reader

Prologue;

That beautiful girl that I've come to love so dearly was leaning against my shoulder with a big smile on her face as she was playing with our intertwined fingers.

I smiled too before I pressed a kiss onto her head, making sure to take in her smell that I've missed deeply.

My arm around her tightened but I was also being careful to not hurt her.

My gaze shifted from her to the view in front of the two of us.

The never ending view of city lights that appeared in all sorts of colours like purple, green, blue.

Everything felt so perfect just being there with my precious one but then suddenly black fades in and the scene in different.

Me and Y/n are standing in a livingroom, or rather: I am the one standing and she's pacing around, gripping onto her hair like a maniac while very few inaudible words came out of her mouth..

Her face was extremely pale and tearstained and only her heavily breathing and footsteps was the only thing that did not make the room uncomfortably quiet.

''Y/n.'' I managed to say, feeling worry take over my entire body.

With just the sound coming from my lips she stopped her track and turned around to face me, tears still rolling down her face.

''Jagiya, why are being like this? What is wrong?'' I turned my head slightly to the side, confused on what was going on.

Suddenly Y/n quickly shoved down the notebooks and pens that just a second ago were laying peacefully on the white wooden desk in front of a window covered by see through silk-like curtains.

It startled me and by reflex I jumped back.

''WHY I'M BEING LIKE THIS YOONGI?!'' She yelled at me with fire burning inside of her eyes. ''THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT!''

Her tears increased as the seconds just flew by. and all I could do was to stare at the woman I loved and I was having a hard time putting together why she would scream something like that.

''Y/n, jagi-''

''WE COULD HAVE HAD A WONDERFUL LIFE TOGETHER RIGHT NOW BUT YOU DECIDED TO TAKE ANOTHER PATH BECAUSE I WASN'T AS IMPORTANT TO YOU!'' She seemed out of breath for a brief moment, before more bitter words came flying and slapping me in the face.

''WHY AM I NOT IMPORTANT? WHY DID YOU BREAK ME HEART? I LOVED YOU SO MUCH!''

I just couldn't stand it anymore, before I knew what I was doing myself I had stood up and walked over to her just to wrap her into my embrace.

''I'm here now, Y/n.'' I mumbled, trying to not let what she just screamed get to me because this wasn't like her at all.

''It is all you fault, Yoongi.'' Her warm tears rolled down from my neck. ''I loved you so much....''

Yoongi quickly jolted out of his chair, gripping his fingers tightly around the sides since he almost fell off.

He leaned back into the chair lazily as he realized what had happened once again.

As he spun the chair around - he was met with a pair of eyes belonging to no one else than Kim Namjoon who was sat on the black leather sofa in the room with his phone in his hand and earplugs in his ears.

''Another dream about Y/n?'' He had questioned while pulling out one of the earplugs.

''It's not really dreams.'' Yoongi said and brought a hand through his messy hair ''It's more like nightmares, her telling me that everything is my fault and how much she loved me.''

''I thought your relationship ended really well? You both thought that is was just for the best and even though Y/n was crying in your arms for a few minutes and a couple of tears could be seen falling from your eyes, everything ended perfectly. Neither of you were screaming at one another.''

''Mm, I know.'' Yoongi looked down on his not even half finished song that he'd been struggling to write for weeks now, ever since the nightmares started to haunt him. ''I guess I'm just blaming myself for not being able to fight harder for our relationship, music is too important for me to just give up.''

Namjoon nodded while biting his lip a little, Yoongi knew that when he gets quiet for a little while he sure is going to say something really psychological and clever.

Just wait for its, 3.... 2....-

''Y/n completely understood that music has always been your one true passion and she would always support you even though occasionally cancelling your dates was somewhat burdensome.'' He said as he walked up to the door. ''You were both very young back then. You loved Y/n, we all loved Y/n and we miss her like crazy but as most of us know: high school lovers usually don't become anything more than just high school lovers. Although I must admit that Y/n truly was something special. Aish-'' He was brought off track by the thought of one of his previous best friends not being in his life anymore. ''I really want to scold you right now. Damn, I miss that mood lifting girl.''

A chuckle could be heard from Yoongi's side.

''Aish, hyung. Who knows what might happen? Perhaps you'll meet again, fall for her and this time it'll turn out to be just the way you want it.''

''AISH!'' Yoongi complained while he had a displeased look on his face. ''You're being too deep and emotional. Don't walk around and speak such nonsense. And just some fact right here: We left a long time ago and I highly doubt that we'll ever cross each other's path again. Let's be realistic, I am Min Yoongi, Suga - a korean rapper for Bangtan Sonyeondan and... I honestly have no idea what Y/n is doing now... She's probably a doctor or something really classy like that.''

Namjoon shrugged before walking out of the room to go and get some water. As soon as he had closed the door behind him he cringed and mentally cursed himself.

He knew exactly what Y/n was doing.

L/n Y/n, formerly a music producer for YG Entertainment had become one of Korea's, possibly most international spoken of woman.

She and 4 other girls had formed a group called NH (Night Harmony) and were without doubt one of the most well known and famous girl KPOP groups.

The only reason why Yoongi didn't any of that was because that the other six boys in Bangtan had truly tried their hardest at hiding it... For Yoongi's health, he didn't sleep enough as it was and when he does all he can do is dream about that girl.

But when he wasn't around and one of Night Harmony's performances were on TV they couldn't help but look and cheer for the now grown up woman that had become even more beautiful with the years that had passed by.

They wanted to go to so many of NM's fan meetings and concerts, but of course they couldn't do that either because they were also famous and if they were seen there it would all just cause a scene, and they thought about Y/n too. What is she would've recognized them? She was in so much pain when they left. And of course their schedules were extremely busy, resting for just a few minutes is pure luxury nowadays..

They would never forget her and they missed her. They hoped that she missed them too but not to the point where it was unbearably... Well, if it was then she would've probably tried to contact them through her manager or something

''Aish Y/n,'' Namjoon mumbled under his breath when he's gotten the bottle of water he'd wanted. ''Fight hard and hopefully we'll meet one day.''