Missing You [sequel to "idiot"; yoongi x reader

Chapter; 6

After their show they all seemed to be stuffing their faces with all different sort of foods, everyone except for Soojin who came across as a little out of it that day.
She hadn't been eating too much lately and when she did it was basically just peanut butter sandwiches or potato crisps. They were fearing that the therapy wasn't too good since the therapist had started to really dig into what she'd been through. They said that it was supposed to be normal for a person who's been through domestic violence to be acting this certain way afterward, struggling to eat and sleep, being happy and then the next sad/low.

''I dare you to eat that wasabi.''
''You seriously think I'm stupid?''
''Of course.''
''Just drink your juice box and shut up.''

Soojin snapped out her thoughts by some of the guys bickering and noticed that she had barely touched her food.
Jimin laid a reassuring hand on her shoulder. ''You okay?''
She nodded before she took a sip of her drink that her unnies had made her order. ''I don't think that I'm drunk enough to be here with you guys right now.''
Jimin showed off his prize winning smile as he chuckled.

Y/n couldn't help but look over the two of them as they sat there, not engaging in any other conversation than the one they had with each other.
She bit her lip a little, not knowing if she was a bit jealous of them.
It ended up with her sighing and mumbling a silent whatever and when she looked up to take part of the conversation a few of the others had, her eyes met Yoongi's and instantly smiled since it was a reflex. She didn't really notice that she was doing it and then mentally slapped herself for it. You stupid.
Although he smiled right back at her which made her relieved.

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Later on that day they were back in the studio to go over tomorrow's schedule and a few of them felt a need to work on their music, for example Yoongi was sitting in one of the built out buildings' rooms and worked on their upcoming album.
As soon as they had gotten back Soojin excused herself as she went to the bathroom, clutching her bag tightly.

Y/n received the paper with schedule and went through it over and over and grunted when she read that they were only going to have lunch for fifteen minutes.
Most of the staff and the band members were outside because the weather ''was so nice'' but Jimin was still there although he hadn't noticed her presence in the corner of the room. Honestly Y/n just really wanted to work on a few new songs but she wanted to make sure that Soojin was alright.

While she was sat down she saw how Soojin came back from the bathroom and walked immediately over to Jimin and looked really pissed off before she dragged him away to the corridor that lead to music building.
''What the actual fuck are those idiots up to?'' She let the words come mumbled out her mouth.  She debated with herself for a few minutes if she should follow them or not but in the end she just gave in and decided to follow them.
She stuffed the paper in her bag before getting up.

Y/n walked down one of the corridors and the peaked to the right where another corridor was and she saw them sitting there on a bench before Soojin jumped up and talked loudly at Jimin. ''Flipping hell Jimin, this is not happening.''
''Hey, Soojin. Please just calm down, we'll figure it out.''
She grabbed onto her hair and squinted her eyes before she angrily grabbed onto her bag and pulled out an object.
''Do you see this Jimin? Do you see those lines? They mean that it's not fudging okay!'' Y/n didn't know if to chuckle at Soojin basically never being able to fully swear but her eyes landed instantly at the white and slightly purple object that was in her small hand.
"I'm pregnant Jimin, we should've never hooked up!''

Y/n stared at the two youngsters, even though she hadn't said anything she felt at loss for words. She felt both angry and disappointed at the two of them, ehr high school best friend who knew better than to make such decisions and her band member who wasn't thinking when she hooked up with Jimin.
Fucking hell, she wanted to strangle them both to learn them a lesson both she just stood there with her mouth slightly open in shock.

There came a point where she couldn't stand it anymore when they stood there arguing with each other and blaming the other person over and over again, not realizing that the mistake was on both of them.
''You're pregnant?'' Y/n came from the corner with arms crossed over her chest and an emotionless expression on her face as she eyed them both.
''U-unnie?!''
''Y/n!''

She shook her head at them, bit her bottom lip just slightly as her eyes started to fill up with ice. No amount of excuses could fill of the hole in chest that they had formed. It wasn't like anything they did had anything to do with her in reality but she couldn't help but be deeply disappointed in them.
Soojin sucked in her breath and Jimin clutched his hands tightly together.
If they thought that she was icy and cold right now they had not idea that she was holding back so much more freezing snow. ''I asked you a question.''

Soojin played with the tips of her hair before she nodded and handed the pregnancy test to her. She stared at the item in her hand, holding herself back from gasping when she saw the two lines indicating that-... WELL YOU KNOW.

For just a second Y/n had to look away from the test and brought her free up to her face, letting finger rest under her chin as she looked at a painting hanging on the wall next to her. The question popped up in her head if she was being too dramatic or if she was not dramatic enough.
''Please... say something.'' Soojin begged her but the older one couldn't help but be quiet.

''I just don't understand,'' Y/n started, not looking up from where she was looking. ''How you both could be so careless.''
Jimin stood up and walked up behind Soojin to reassure her. He knew Y/n and he hoped that she wouldn't end things like this in an emotional mess.
''Y/n please, it's not what you think-'' Jimin started which caused Soojin to facepalm in the middle of it and Y/n to look up at him with a mixture between disappointment and irritation in her eyes. ''Not what I think huh, Jimin?''

This time she bit down on her bottom lip to keep her from screaming at the top of her lungs, but that barely helped. ''For fuck's sake guys, didn't you think when it happened? Not even once did you think about the fact that certain acts do come with consequences?'' Fucking hell.'' She pulled away the hair that had fallen in front of her eyes before she let her forehead and her arms be placed against the wall as she had grown tired of thinking so much.
''Hey, what's going on here?'' The voice belonging to Yoongi filled up the room that had once been quiet. ''I heard raised voices and I couldn't focus on my music.''
''Hyung, not you too.''
Yoongi raised a brow at Jimin before he turned his attention to Y/n who didn't look like she was feeling to well in his eyes. He walked up to her and placed his hand on her back out of instinct. ''Y/n.''

Something that she thought she would never do again was let her body be pulled in by his. His arm was around her waist and her body leaned into his chest.
Y/n brought out the test that she had somewhere in the middle out in her jeans' back pocket.
''Don't worry, it isn't mine.'' She said with no emotion in her voice when she handed it to Yoongi and eyed Soojin at the same time.
''Everybody doesn't need to know-''

Y/n had to mentally fight herself out of Yoongi's embrace when she felt him tense up and he couldn't take his eyes of the stick.
Strangely enough he was the one who was being the most calm and collected one out of him and Y/n, he slowly handed the pregnancy test back to Soojin who shamefully put it back in her bag.
He was being so peaceful that-
''WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE?''
''HYUNG STOP YELLING PLEASE.''
''OH SHUT YOUR MOUTH, HAVE YOU HEARD OF A THING CALLED 'THINKING' BEFORE? MAYBE YOU SHOULD TRY THAT. I DON'T HAVE ENOUGH MIDDLE FINGERS TO LET YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW PARK JIMIN BUT FOR THE TWO I HAVE, I WILL LET THEM SALUTE YOU AND YOUR STUPID ASS.''

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