Queen's Rival

Chapter 4: Learn From your mistake

(Carol pov)

"Walang wala ka pala, matapang lang pag meron sila" He said it with his greeted teeth.

"Because of what you did your going to die!" I shout it with my anger because he is the only guy treating me like this!

Shouting is useless because no one can even hear me because they are all concentrated in their subject.
And then next I found myself sitting in a dusty chair from the abandon room of where the place I bring the loosers.

He went near me and pointed at me many times as I can see his eyes are on fire.

"Hinding hindi ako matatakot sayo, dahil sa Panginoon lang ako takot!"

I turn my head because his saliva is showering!ugh disgust!

"Can you please use lesterine?!"I complain because germs are on me!

"Tigilan mo na ngang magloko at magsimula kamang sumeryoso?! ngayon wala kang kalaban laban dahil wala sila mahina kadin pala"

I just gave him a smirk. And then he got pissed off, his hands enter my pocket and harshly took off my phone.

"Go on Im not stoping you to throw it, I have many iPhone in our mall or you just jealous huh? don't worry I'll give you dozen of IPhone's"

He throw it and stamp it as I watch how it break. I never bother to cry, why would I?

And then he look at me and his anger boils because his idea won't even scare me. And then next he saw the necklace I wore and took it off in my neck.

And that make me start to feel lonely...

"Kung hindi naman importante sayo ang mga materyal na bagay itatapon ko nalang lahat ang bagay na meron ka"

His hands move up and nearly throw the necklace. I stop him.

"Wait!!" And a tear fell down behind my eyes.

"Importante ba ito sayo?" He ask me but still I am staring blankly."Sagutin mo ko, Importante ba talaga to sayo?!"

His voice are getting louder."Yes! it is. Its my mom present" I felt pain in my heart when I remembered how lonely I was when she left.

Flashback

I used to be scold when I was a kid. And I hated myself for being a looser.

6 years old I remember how dad hitted me with a belt because I accidentally throw the glass plate on the floor.

"YOUR SO STUBBORN! LEARN TO BE CAREFUL! AVOID BEING SO CARELESS!" He shouted at me while he endlessly hit me with a belt. I cried out loud because of pain, he was so very angry because he hated people who are  reckless in things.

"Ronardo stop!" My mom was their to save me from that day he push my dad to stop from hurting me and then my dad left with his stressed face and my mom was their to wipe my tears and sang a song for me, I have slept that night that their was nothing happen.

Their are times I tried my best to get closer to my dad, I baked him a cookie on my own no one was their to help. I am so happy as he arrived from his work, I get the cookie I make and hurriedly give it to him.

I am excited of what will compliment will you say but you ignored me, you pass by me like you didn't see someone, when I went to my classmate house sometimes I got jealous when the father of my classmate went home and happy to hug her, I can see to the eyes of her dad that he missed his daughter so much.

Dad do you even missed me just little?

I went inside my room and cover my face with a pillow. I am sad that day, but someone was their to make me happy.

"Caroline?" It was mom voice she knock on the door but she open it when she didn't hear my response.

My mom went near me and gave me a hug. And I felt safe in her arms. All the pain was vanish and replaced by love.

"You did your best, your cookies are delicious"

She pinched my nose and I smiled because she appreciated my efforts.

I felt loved 100%, I felt safety beside her, she is the one who was their in my school activities because my dad, grandparents and my brother who is in the states wasn't their because they are busy. I am happy that day.

But it was only THAT DAY. And it will never happen again. She left me, my mom left me, she didn't tell me she got a breast cancer. Im in my junior high school when I cried at my mom who is in the hospital laying on the bed and painful to see her with dextrose everywhere her body.

"Always wear it Carol you will always feel that Im always beside you" She said in her low voice because it was hard for her to breath.

"Mom! don't say that! you will still alive! Mom please don't leave me!"

My tears was like a rain drops falling down to my cheecks and then I felt her hands were not holding mine.
I look at her hands holding the necklace and look into her face and her eyes are now close.

"Mom!!!!"

teeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet

I felt numb shouting, because I have been loss my only happiness.

After that my life change. Dad is nowhere in the house I am just alone. Dad always scolded me because he saw me drunk. He slap me. But I faced him,  I promised to myself that no one will never disrespect me. Never in mylife.

And now all I ever felt is being unloved.

end of flashback

I lower my head because I don't want him to see Im weak! I don't want him to see Im crying!

He put my head up and the last thing I know he was wiping down my tears. Why he is so kind?!

"Isasauli ko lang ito kung matutu kana ng leksyon"

What?! did I hear it wrong? is he not giving me my necklace?!

"Your going to regret what you have done!" I shouted as my anger went up in the limit.

Before he leave, and never expect he put TQE sticker on my forehead.

"Nakita ko pala ang sticker nato sa likod ng uniporme ko at alam ko kung sino ang may pakana na ilagay ito sa likod ko"

He leave me with a smirk while I am moving my hand to loose the rope he tied.

Arghhhhhhhh!