as the night goes deep
he wears his make up on
a blue dress
from his sister's closet
just like before
no worries,
because he thinks this dress as his own
his parent
older brother
they hated him
they said
being like him is a sin
hurt and pain
are constant friends
even the laughters
sometimes aren't real
one last try,
he slips on a pair of high heeled red shoes
off he go,
he's humiliated and ridiculed by his foes
but he doesn't care to what they said
with his make up on,
he's very happy
and pretty indeed
it is his last hour as a queer
after an hour runs out
he might really die
he don't regret being true to himself
or to anything that displays
what's best for himself
he don't felt alone
with his make up on
he don't cry
with his make up on
he knows his time
so he'd left a note at home
that says
"dress me beautifully on a pink coffin
with my make up on."
BINABASA MO ANG
Discovering Neverland
Thơ caRank reached #178 where does your mind take you? on a dancing star or in a world you didn't know? string of thoughts interlocking between pages this contains self-harm, sadness and sorrows read only at your own desire
