The 8th Member ✔️

•Chapter 14•

I really felt like updating, but it's 6:18 a.m. and I have to go to school, I cry. I'm still in bed whoops
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"I heard everything~" he said, wrapping an arm around my bare back.

Holyshitholyshit what is my life anymore?
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Tae backed away from me, a small giggle escaped his lips as he exited, and I got dressed.

I'm in the bathroom as of now, my forehead against the door, my thoughts were running rampant like mice being scared by light. Scurrying off quickly in all different directions, I hoist myself off of the door and pull out the bottle of anti-depressants. I sigh before taking the bottle and chucking it at the floor in a fit of rage. It crashes loudly to the floor, the solid white pills spilling out and scattering across the floor.

I couldn't help but let out a frustrated growl after, and I just laid on the floor, not wanting to let the thought that they're all just playing with me get into my head. I hear a soft knock at the door, "M/N? Are you okay?" I was too lost to recognize the voice and I didn't answer. I finally let myself drown in my thoughts, "What's the point in trying to keep your head above water if you're just struggling the whole time with no where to go?" I whispered to no one in particular.

The knocking got a bit louder, "Why aren't you answering? Open the door!" The muffled voice was finally recognized as Jimin's and I sighed. He kept knocking, I got more and more frustrated, what if they aren't playing with me? I like them all, I'm such a freak, no one would accept it if they knew. I gasped as I felt a few tears slip down my soft cheeks. The door handle was shaking now as I stay on the floor, there's no way they're getting in here.

The loud banging startled me, there was some arguing on the other side then some more banging. Sooner than later the door busted open loudly, I flinched while pushing around the white tablet on the floor. "What the hell is happening?! Did you overdose?! How many did you take?" Jimin's booming voice demanded and I closed my eyes. "I'm tired hyung, I swear I'll clean it up later..." I said slowly, I heard his breath hitch in his throat.

I heard another pair of footsteps, "Jimin! What's the matter?" It was Namjoon, I sat up, "Nothing's wrong." I said quietly and he stared down at me. "Hyung I think he-" I cut in quickly, "I didn't overdose!" I said angrily as I stood up and pushed past both of them. "Can't a man have a mental break down in peace?!" I ran into my room and threw myself on the bed to take a nap.

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When I woke up I felt better, sleep is an amazing thing...

Excluding the fact that there's a body in front of my eyes, a hand in my hair, and an extra warmth behind me. I sighed, and sat up. I almost scooted myself down to the end of the bed before my wrists were grabbed. I tried ripping them away but instead I was pulled back into bed and under the covers. A soothing arm wrapped around my mid-section, I felt a spark of some sort in my heart, and butterflies. "H-Hobi-hyung-" He hushed me and pulled me closer.

Here I am, an over-emotional child laying in between two of my crushes, how am I alive? "Jimin was worried, you didn't take anymore did you..?" The sentence being laced with concern made me feel bad, "No. I don't even know what happened." I said at a whisper as his grip tightened around me he nuzzled his face in my back. I smiled warmly at the feeling.

Next thing I know the body in front of me flipped over, revealing a smiling Tae. My face flushed and he stared at me. "Why is Hobi getting you to himself?" He asked and moved closer. "That's hyung to you!" Hoseok complained, his face still buried in my back.

Tae's chest was in my face and every inhale was of his cologne. His hands took the liberty of placing themselves around my smaller waist. I felt his nose against the top of my head. "...do you want to tell us what happened?" Hoseok said from behind, and I really didn't think right now was a good time. I decided I would altar the story, but tell the truth. I nodded, "Um...there's someone I really like, and they've been leading me on pretty obviously, but so has their friend. I like them both and it's just been making me upset because...I feel like they're both playing with my feelings, but then they go and convince me otherwise. I just got frustrated, that's all." I explained quietly and felt both grips around my body loosen.

I was freaking out, did they see through it? They must know I'm talking about them...

"Y-You like someone? B-But..." Hoseok sounded upset and his hand was no longer around my stomach. "What's the matter hyung?" I asked worriedly, and turned to him. "I-I just, you know, I won't be allowed to cuddle you anymore if you get a boyfriend...or two." My eyes widened slightly, I really want to hug him and tell him it's them I'm talking about. That's the problem though, all of them? That wouldn't go down well.

Tae pulled my face back, pinching my cheek and smiled sadly.

"But M/N.." he started, staring me in the eye.

"We like you."

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This chapter was a few more words shorter than normal hope you don't mind! I'm trying to get out a few chapters for my stories because school is about to get stressful as hell! A DBQ, a project, a test in Science and Spanish. Ugh! Once I'm past it I will definitely write more!!
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