•Chapter 9•

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I think I went to sleep smiling that night.

Feeling like my life with BTS will improve from this day on.
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When I woke up my face instantly became warm, I was so close to Jimin...!

I sat up, trying not to wake him, but before I threw my legs over the bedside I was grabbed from behind.

"M/N...you have to eat breakfast with me." He whispered sleepily.

"But hyung, I didn't want to wake you, I'll do okay on my own."

"No! You can't even get downstairs, and you have to eat!"

I sighed, this was a losing battle.

"Fine, we can go eat then."

Jimin sat up and stretched, rubbing his face and finally sliding a hand through his hair. It looked so soft..

I stood up using the side table as leverage before hopping over to my drawer.

"Be careful! What do you need?" Jimin came over and wrapped an arm around me.

"I wanted to wear my um...my fuzzy socks." I said, then I heard a small giggle from Jimin.

"Aw our little M/N likes fuzzy socks? What color?"

"W-White. Just help me get them on hyung!"

We got my socks on and Jimin let me get on his back, I clung for dear life as soon as we got to the stairs.

"Okay Hyung, my crutches are over there." I said as we walked by them.

"I know."

"I need to get them so I can walk around myself."

"Well you can't get them if you're on my back."

"Then I'll get off...why won't you let me get them?" I whined quietly.

Jimin didn't say anything as he brought me over and sat me down on a chair.

He sat next to me and gave me a plate of food, it was noticeably smaller than his, I couldn't help but feel slight shame in my eating habits.

I was about to grab my fork but it was gone.

Then I see Jimin holding the fork out to me with food on it.

"Wh- I can feed myself."

"Where's the fun in that? Just eat it!"

"Morning guys!" A happy Tae came in waving his hand, he also got a plate of food and sat on the chair on the other side of me.

"Morning hyung." I said back, giving a small smile.

"M/N-ah your plate isn't very full! Why aren't you eating?"

"U-Um..."

"He ate a lot last night, my fault, whoops!" Jimin cut in smiling. Tae just shrugged it off saying that he could eat forever.

"M/N! Your food fell off the fork because you took too long!"

I turned to see the fork Jimin held had nothing on it, he sighed and picked it back up off my plate.

And that's pretty much how my whole breakfast was.

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I was attempting to do laundry, but the immobility made it more difficult than I thought it was going to be.

"Why is the detergent so high up...?" I asked no on in particular as I climbed on top of a chair, setting my crutches to the side.

"M/N! Get down you're gonna fall!" The voice behind me startled me and I whipped around to see who it was.

"J-Jin-hyung! Don't worry about me, I can do it."

"I think not mister, come on." Jin continued to scold me as he helped me down.

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Jin ended up doing the laundry in the end. He shooed me away as I pouted ever so slightly.

I made my way to the bathroom as I was about to go in someone came out, running into me.

I was tipping back, but I didn't fall as someone wrapped an arm around my waist and another grabbing my arm.

I looked up and saw Jungkook.

We really should stop meeting like this, it's too dangerous.

I hadn't spoken to him since the other night.

"I-I'm sorry, excuse me..." I whispered, and maneuvered around him.

"M/N I-"

Jungkook didn't finish his sentence, as I had already shut the door and locked it.

I don't mean to be rude, but I can't help stop those memories from flooding back into my mind.

I wish I had gone solo.

I thought to myself as I brushed my teeth, out of the corner of my eye I could see the small transparent orange bottle of anti-depressants staring back at me with the fine print.

I finished brushing and grabbed the bottle to stare right back at it.

The doctor said one a day. Only one.

Just one!

But wouldn't two work better than one?

I flipped the bottle around to see the risks of taking more than recommended. Not good.

"Okay, that's not happening, but if it's only one a day how powerful are these things?!" I was honestly curious. Only one way to find out, yeah?

I brought the bottle to the kitchen with me, we need some more dixi cups dammit! I want the ones with the animal print on them to be honest.

I took a glass out and filled it up halfway, and it reminded me of that saying about the glass being half empty or half full.

"Mines always been half empty, huh?" I sighed, opening the orange bottle.

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I was in the living room on the couch, Jin on my right side and Namjoon on the loveseat against the other wall.

I didn't know what to expect when I took them, I never have, so after they set in...

"Wow! No wonder people get addicted to this shit!" I yelled loudly, but quickly slapping a hand over my mouth.

I saw Jin's eyes widen and look over at me. Namjoon has his earbuds in, not hearing me.

"M/N L/N!!" I heard Jin's booming voice, hell I'm sure the neighborhood heard it, it's scary!

I am about to experience my first chaotic breakout in the BTS household...

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