FIND ME

The truth

F I N N ☀️

I don't know what to feel.

I finally got over Millie with Maddie.

But not anymore.

His heart was telling him Millie but his mind was telling him Maddie.

He was kind of getting old of Maddie.

Was that rude? Am I a player?

It's not my fault.

Everywhere we go Maddie brings MacKenzie along and it gets really weird and awkward.

Every time we walk in the halls together guys are constantly flirting cat calling and hitting on Maddie.

I've liked Millie since the seventh grade but I never talked to her since I was your typical nerd.

I only ever became the heartthrob freshman year.

Millie never noticed me, so  I made her notice me.

"You have three weeks to get to know your partner."

I turned around to face Millie, taking a deep breath.

You can do this Finn.

"Hey brown wanna be partners?"

Shit. Why did I say brown? Now she thinks I'm a stalker for knowing her last name.

She looks shocked.

Jokingly I add "you going to answer or take a picture trust me it lasts longer."

She stumbled out "Uh..."

Oh no. I don't think she wants to be my partner.
I knew it she thinks I'm weird and disgusting like the other girls.

"I don't like you. I just don't want a partner who's making me do all the work." I snapped.

"Well I think the fuck not if your going to treat me this way." She snapped back.

I didn't think she was going to say anything.

I always thought she was mute until two years ago.

I was curious what else she said.

The next two weeks would be amazing. We got As.
Although we did most of the work separately and over the phone.

I miss those days.

Days where Maddie didn't push me to be with her all the time.

Days where I wasn't "allowed" to be with Millie.

Days where she didn't hate me.