I'm your fan!

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You won't turn to look at me,
But I was contented for you are still there.
I smile over and over again,at myself
You, the moon when I was in the dark sky,
Shining the brightest in my darkest day
Your smile is my hatred,
Cause it get me hypnotized, I'm drunk
But I wanna blame over the potion
If only I get one,so!
And human won't think I'm crazy.
And I can blame on the potion
I know I shouldn't do this
And I can't help, you in my head
I walk in fast forward, stepping on your toes
No wonder I was too shy, can't help.
Pretending hard you didn't effect me
But deep here, you're becoming my drug
No rehab can fixed it,
I want to grab every moment,
But I was too scared,
I wanted to jump to conclusions
Only with the negative,
Scaring me to death.
Tell me I'm not crazy,when all this are done
I'm your fan, you are my hero
Allow me to take an autograph,
My new happiness ,why I don't know!
You were the best,not because
You played so well,
You were handsome,
Not cause you were tall ,
Not cause have everything,
Not cause you own the title'B D' .
You were my trophy for the best judger
But all important to me at that moment,
I saw you,
Cause my heart skip urging to write again..
To ease my pain,
returning me back my lost soul.
That makes you the best,
scaring me to death!
Lad's screaming out your name,
Where you were controlling the ball!
I never was a good cHeerleader
Cheering for you like never before
you got me smiled again,
That day, I found my new inspiration
It was like you were the mind weaver
Controlling all my nerves to shout for you!
I knew the moment I saw you walk,
down the ground,you were good
But didn't know my mind will get engage
When for the first time I saw you
Cause all I do know was:
The feeling of everything about you
'Screaming perfect! '

'I'm proud to say I'm your fan
Even if you loose the game'

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A/N
So that's another bonus chapter for tonight..this is dedicated to my (siso)'someone I saw once' that's confusing right 😅so you can say my secret crush😋😃
Wellah I have exam next month so I might not be able to go ahead with publishing..
Till then thank-you for reading... Thank you wonderful bookish people... Stay tune n comment..share ...vote ✌

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